tttttiiiiiirrrrrrreeeeeedddddddd

you used to talk to me in that kinda way
but lately i find it so unbearable.
am i over sensitive lately.maybe.
i am stressed out lately.
i hope for care,share,understanding and support.
not giving me like more fed up and "hot"-pekchek

i am busy,confusing and frustrated with my education.
i wanted to change course.
just it's about choosing problem.
i do really wanted to tell you share with you and get some understanding and support from you.
but i know i wont.
why?
cause i dont think you will give any support in my decision.
i dont know.that's what i thought from my observation.
i rather prefer i change without you knowing.
sounds ridiculous.but ya i feel so
kinda like everyone knows what i like and want for theee courses but do you know?or even care about it?
perhaps it's because i didnt really mention.
nevermind.
what i thought is maybe you dont know anything education of me then you will be like oh okok support me and blah.
lol.and from that i think i will get some unreal support.== it's kind of support too.
used to what you used to say-up to you to choose la,you choose yourself la .... etc.
so i have transformed it into a unreal support.lol.
sometimes when i am hot, i rather prefer you not to say that sentence.
it's like you dont even care or want to know.it's like i am not concerned by you =(
you asked me why still dont want to sleep as it's late.cause i am frustrating.i just want to talk to you or like listen your voice or wtv. sounds miang.== it gives me a comfort feeling. yaaaaaa. just talk anything you wanna talk,just wanna talk to you.no matter we have nothing to talk, i just wanna make sure you're there with me.and feel more closer and i can feel like your existance > <
yea..probably i dont want to let you know because i dont hope that even my dearest loveable person is not one of them to give me support.





i dont want to argue over this.
you know i will always fail arguing with you.
cause you always make me feel you're right,i am the one that is wrong and should be blamed.
bo lat liao.




i dont have much more time.
have to figure something out and figure what i want.
tomorrow i am going to the workshop for half a day with qing,weithing and susan.after that go shopping.=DDD
wei thing and susan are on their way here.
=)
saturday, teman qing go segi college take a look then go to UK education fair held at KLCC.
might be going ikea to play lol and watch Alice in The Wonderland (cant wait)-although i cant watch it with you =(
sunday not sure going genting with lv shan or not.
thennnn prepare for monday's intermediate english quiz 2-process essay.
wednesday, going to raffles graduation fashion show with josee.
thursday got math quiz 2.
then next next week got intermediate english presentation.my title is How To Make Potato Salad == i choose it.lol.
then also got computing principles presentation.
today i drawlots for the sequence of the presentation.
how sui am i.i get the 1st.== omg.the first group to present.
haih.matiiiiiii.
after that week - 10th,12th and 14th april - final!!!
after 14th,end of 1st sem.
balik kampung!
=DDD




but if i am switching,then there might be changes.
mind oh mind, give me some inspiration please.
i just wanna have fun.
> , <





nights everyone
really exhausted.
gonna sleeeeeeeeeeeeep
=DDDDD


smile widely limsueting!~

let's just runaway and have fun.
after i am done with these, i wont care any damn thing, i will go and have fun as much as i want.
as long as i am happy.
=DDDDDDDD