hi again! i'm back again!

a lil short update k? :))

laiyee's advanced birthday celebration! 18th oct 2011---- the date of results released.damnit.

laiyee and bf zhen rong! haha!

where is yvette? haha the cameragirl :D hi yo! :D

elvy soon was in the town!

which means party hard!:DDD

swynne and elaine! :D pretty ladies!

part of the girls that day. wanyee,me, elvy, swynne and elaine.

where's yun? haha

the flash light was way too geng! rock the dance floor girls!

we, keat hwa-ians the best! :D

yeepie, went for scalp treatment and jieying blowed curly hair for me.haha

i looked mature!

my sleepy face.

awakened by da fei jy hann!

forced him to wake up and take care of jy hann.

halo little pie!

this is shoooooooo cute!!!

she's like huh?you're taking photo of me?:D

she's dancing in fact.and look at her fatfat leg.babies yea i know.sho cute with those baby fats!

and she likes to 飞高高 haha!

omg this is so cruel.invented by big bro and this is done by chanyongyou the dumbass!

this face is named 熊的眼睛! LMAO!!!!

so funny ryte. hahahahaha.

but so bad la imagine jy hann cant even move and dont even know what's going on when he's doing this to her,so helpless

haha.slap him fast.this cruel crazy guy.

(just did my pore cleansing clay mask too!)

thats all for tonight.

got to off and sleep!

have to go education centre tomorrow!

i have no time to waste.

the closing date of feb intake of aus universities is so near.shit.

okay bye!

lst. :)

immahappy.

:))

sorry,i'mjustbeingrandom.

lst.

A or B ?

halo again!

what i've been up to?

i'm busy busy busy busy..... busy like a bee bee bee

lately keep thinking of the stupid confusing study abroad thingy.

argh.. i hate to choose. i want all! i want perfect one can?

i know right.it's impossible.

only one made to be made and that's tough!

i got dilemma in choosing ya know. and seriously, i dont know what to choose.

i want uk, i want melbourne, i want perth, i want queensland, i want US and what else?

to make it easy, i want ALL.

the date is so so so so so near and i have to make my decision asap like now!

but i cant ;( pathetic.

what i can do now is, apply all possible univerisities first then only choose.haha

that is what dad told me too.hahaha

at least i feel better.can put aside this dumb ass thingy.

but it will come back to me soon too.

oh shit, what am i talking?

and i dont feel like going overseas.you know why?

because the procedure is so so so so troublesome.

need this need that.need letter, need go here go there, need application fees somemore. if dont want still have to go for a skype interview to show or make them feel you're true serious applicants.i will just give the fees if it's cheap lol and if i'm true serious applicant hahaha.i'm just trying to apply and broaden my choices haha!

argh argh argh.kick ass.

hope to finish up these annoying procedures asap.

and it's a lot! as i'm applying quite a lot, i guess.

god bless me please.

i want the perfect choice!

:)

maybe a dream with a lot of hints to me?

haha.i would certainly like it!

dream on, yes i know.

it's on my own!

prepare for the upcoming challenges and i know i can make it!

cheerio!

lst rocks 0oo0! :)

2nd anniversay? HAH!

2 years. it's been 2 years and i feel so grateful to have him in my life.

although we do always quarrel, we still hold each other tight untill today.

our 2nd anniversary was really super simple.

nothing nice, romantic or grand celebration.

it's 25th september :) i just came back from pangkor on 23rd late night.

next day 24th morning i woke up early,packed everything then went to midvalley to buy him present

hahaa.actually i dont really want to buy him one.but thennnn hehe it's also something for his belated birthday present.sorrrrry.

so it's a 2 into 1 present! hahahaaha

and wtf, all the way to midvalley with one big hand carry luggage, one laptop bag and one handbag.

it's superrrrrr heavy.

i wanted to go to the bus station right after buying the present so i brought them all along

of course i was not stupid, i knew i can put my luggage at the information centre haha.

but then this effing lady from dontknowwhichcourtinformationcentre asked me to go to the other information centre to drop off my luggage.and yes it's at the other end.wtf wtf wtf.

all the way to the other end, i was scolding scolding scolding like orang gila lol.

and others kept looking me like where this girl came from.swt.

sweating like a cow==, finally dropped off my luggage and started shopping.

wanted to buy him a fragrance since his had finished.

tested so many brands of fragrance and finally tadaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

GUCCI GUILTY

mysterious, macho, man sense hahahahha ( like chris evans, WOW)

yea la.indeed it is!i think o.0

it's like i'm giving him a sense of maturity since he's 20.

and i like the idea.the grownupboy idea.

it's something different compared to what he used

okay next, looked for photo frame which should be urm 3 photos side to side horizontally.

so i can put memorable special photos of us throughout this year and draw something on the frame. something like a mark of this day.

but then i cant find anyyyyyy.

wasted so much time looking for that.i knew ikea surely have it.but i had no time to go anymore.

so maybe next time? :)

rushed to the bus station with those stupid heavy luggage and laptop bag.

finally, up to the bus, get seated and sleeeeeeeeeeeeep

stayed one night at his house.

:)

when i reached his house, of course i hid it first.

secretly, while he's outside, i went into his room and placed the wrapped fragrance on his pillow, hoping him to come in and see it when the clock strikes at 12. :D

and you know he's such a bastard.kept playing online games and didnt even like go into his room for godknowswhy reason.my heart was like faster go into your room la!!!!

arghhhhhhh.at last for godknowswhyreason, he went into his bedroom lol.whatever.haha

okayyyy, i showed my angry face what. =P

and i dont know what took him so long to come out happily with the present in his hand.

i was expecting that halo!

then i asked sis to go peek at him.lol me.

finally he asked me to go into his room and i saw I ♥ U words shaped with candles on top of his bed.

fyi, they were fake candles.==

seriously, not romantic and not touched at all.hahahahahahhahahahahaha

and i guess that's all for it?

not memorable.

we are lou fu lou chai liao. =S

hahahaha well, alor star dont have nice nice romantic places to dine.

oh yes, he cooked mee for me.

romantic enough?

asked your another one to cooked for you too.it's easy enough.

HAHA.

;PPPP

i think he will shoooooooot me 9696 when he sees this.

youdeservethis!

hahahhaa.

^^Y

our 2nd anniversary! ♥

stay tuned for my next post.

our 2nd anniversary ♥

unveiled shits.

"something that happened cannot be erased; it's only left aside until someday it's being unveiled again."

that's what i've just posted in my twitter.

feeling so complicated now.

when something really bad happened, and we're not the one who suffers the pain, we will just comfort the other side saying: come on, take it easy, just let it go, forget about it, it's not a big deal, why take it so serious, dont be sad, cheer up..... what else? everything you and me could think of and probably use it everytime.

but then it always happen to have a conflict with our heart when the situation turns around and yes we are the one who suffers.

what we would react is blame, scold and think about it over and over again.

stress ourselves out again.

say and do are really different.

what to do when you are facing these conflict?

just forget about it.

you cant really scold or blame anyone. cause they will just say 'you say dont take it serious what, you say there's nothing to be angry of, etccccc' or if they didnt say it in your face, they are thinking these in their heart.shame.

well, this is human.

we can comfort others like a pro but we cant comfort or calm ourselves when it's happening to us.

what we're hoping is 'dont ever come unveil my stupid ass scars.every scars made pays a lot; millions zillions of stories behind consist of tears and heartaches.'

what if it happens to be unveiled by no one?

just suck it in, girl!

get rid of it, bitch!

the best way to forget all those shit for even just awhile:

sleep as long as you like!

lst,

with lots of love.

oldlady;youngheart

just came back from the parade!

once the parade ends, we went for KFC.hahahahhahahahahhaha

i miss meat, urm correction, it should be everyone miss meat.KFC really fullhouse!

herm.

watching the parade, i simply miss the moments i joined the parade.

white shirt white pants.

twice in my life time.only twice.but better than none.

1st time - primary school with yun :D cant recall, too young haha.

2nd time- with my butt-ddiesss at kangar.

kangar moments are memorable!

walking such a long way, when we felt tired we start squatting sitting and complaining; we played with the police in charged; we had fun squeezing in the lorries that sent us back to the temple and loved the wind blowing our face and hair, missed the time when we avoid the trees from hitting us, bending up and down etc etc etc.

the tiredness is totally worth it after all.

the joy and sense of accomplishment we had.awwwwww

well, those dayssssssss,it's those daysssssss

feeling kinda old now.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

memories oh memories, they are kept deeply in my heart.

i simply miss those days again!

the urge of going out no matter what time it is and what we have to sacrifice in return.

the urge of going back late even if i or we got nothing to do.

the young rebellious heart.i know.

gone through theseeeeeee and i felt old now!

i dont have the urge anymore seriously.

matured? i guess a lil.

good or bad?hahahaha

but those were really precious memories. the young rebellious past.hahaha

i'm proud of my past!

it's awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

i promise to post one article about the past, the growing process of mine (appearance i guess) and everything memorable!

it will be so so so warm and funny hahahahah.

memories will slowly pop up one by one whenever im talking about my past.

doraemon, please come to the real world and give me the so-called time machine

i wanna go back to the past

happy and without worries!

well, dream on babe.hahaha

i'm gonna dream these tonight!

gotta sleep by now, going to penang tomorrow, staying one night there.

yeepie!

gonna have lotsa fun i dont care

i just wanna be a happy crazy sampat girl tomorrow

yee ha!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ciao!

lst, with lotsa love!

holiday oh holiday!

oh hi oh hi oh hi!

i'm here again.

these days keep going out

well luckily dad is not mad on me since urmmm last year new year we really like talked and i cried thingy happened, just for the sake of idontcareiwannakeepgoingoutandcomingbacklatenight.

BUT (cutting the crap off)... now i guess my dad is lazy to chap me anymore.HAHA

good thing or bad thing?

the day before yesterday was awesome.

although something happened and really made my mood fell from heaven to hell, herm at last it's okayyyy and i kinda enjoyed

eve is on the way back to melbourne, ALONE hhahaha

good luck to you! and faster come back okay! :)

the 1st and the last time we met before she's back to melbourne.

me, yongyou, billy, ah bii, okp, eve and the last one to come- jia yun the fat boss! haha

joue, xiao di and a idontknowwhoisshe girl came also.haha.such an coincidence :)

oh jovin,cheanloon them too.they were earlier than us a lot

ya la alor star is very small hahahahaha

good chit chat session! we chat until we're the last table of customers.

left the uncle guard inside taking care of Bali.haha

reached home around 3? i think so.near to 3 la lol==

here's the photo of me and eve!

talking about yesterday....

herm, my hair is smelly hahaha.

me and his family and etc peoples went for the last event i.e the biggest praying session in 9 wang ye. (dad did remind me to come back early oops)

met joue and yee earn them.and also YY! long time no see person.hahaha grew darker! :D fatter? yes no?haha

few long tables of fruits and forgotten what, bought and set up for this session

and it's a big amount of money for one table and the fruits etc stuff to pray.

hahaha.

the worst thing is too many prayers, too many joss and crazy thick smokes hurting our eyes..

when i turned and looked around, everyone's like crying hahahaha.

luckily smart girl i am, brought tissuessssss along. hahaa i am their savoir.

and they need to clean their knees too as we kneel down to pray and for the blessings (splashing water lol) from the GOD.

i just dont know how to describe the event.

tooooo abstract.and so hard to describe cause i dont know what is what which is which.i simply dont know the names==

okay after the praying etc sessions (skipped a lot), it's time to grab the blessed fruits lol.

not to say grab la, it's ours (not mine but his family's; i'm just a little part of them haha).

we just be fast in case others take ours.

as big brother paid a lot for these.dont waste kan?

eat more bless more hahahahaha

yeaaa i took grapes, apples, pears and plums back!

for my family, hopefully it's really about eat then blessed.herm

tiring day.damn sweaty haha.

late again.2 am.

everyone's asleep.

so today i'm a good girl, staying at home ahhaha

tonight going to watch the parade!

last day of vegetarian wuhu!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

holiday is gooooooood!