CRAP

i am enjoying the long-lost kfc advertising song.
do you know what song i mean?
actually i dont really know the title.
but once i listen to this song,i would definitely say KFC's song!!!
haha
XDXD

didnt blog for quite some days dy.
miss blogging so much.
haha.
kinda busy this few days.
busy my moral folio,
busy add maths work...etc work,
busy thee performance,
busy this and that.
really going to get me crazy.
but the 1st term holiday is over,
need to work harder.
haha.

CRAPPPP.
haha.
hundreds of feeling going through me day by day.
let it be.
yea.
do what you wanna do.
haha.
LAMEEE.
XDXD




ROCK ON SISTA!!!

murmuring

i went to take my graduation picture yesterday at jin long.
okay.i am weird enough after seeing my picture that i just take it.
what the hell.
really awfull.
my hair looks so weird and it makes my head looks so BIG.
my face big lah as usual.but bigger.lol
my eyes not in a good condition.freak.
haha.
i am going to take another one soon.
cant stand myself looking so bitchy in my graduation picture.
graduation picture you know.
so important and meaningful.
i am not going to let people seeing my weird enough picture.
haha.


cut my hair tomorrow.yep.
a new look for the new graduation picture.
haha.
hope it will be nice.
pleaseeee.
X)


and so suddenly i feel like i am going to graduate.
how fast!
a few moremoremore months later.
kinda miss old times.
but i still have to look foward for a better life.
yea.
i will miss my secondary school life.i will i will i will.
hehe.
time fliessss.
full use your time.
time waits for no one.
(:



ka yao!
* my add math score only 38.
what the hell.honestly,very lousy! how can u! SPM is coming girl.and...it just cover 1 topic halo.only 1 topic and you cant evern score.then how you gonna answer the spm sheet? it covers all theee form 4 & 5 topic dude.38 matks tell me that i really need to work hard.





wish everyone the best of the best.
=)





smileeeeeee.
(:
:)
hehe.
life is good.so live it!

non-labelled.haha

my butt-ddy/my butt-ddie just went back to penang from alor star.
i surely will misssss them.
muchmuchmuch.
haha.
take care my butt-ddieesss
i love you all.
may god bless you all.
hehe.
fun memories are in me.
(:



currently in a serious "need-to-work-on-addmaths" thoughtsss.
oh my goshhh.
my add maths suck
really and honestly + seriously.
i need to work hard.
ah fatt also ask me must do homework.
see! that shows how lazy i am.
hah.
pleaseeeee finish your add maths homework in time.
puhhhh leasseee Lim Sue Ting.
it's march you know.
i-ya mean it's end of march,it's going to be the beginning of april.
halooo miss.lack of time.
wake up!
yea wake up.



must do homework.
always have to remind myself.
if not,i wont,i know.
thats the lazy me.
aiksssss




and sleep early too.
i am not the night cat in the city.haha.
my beloved lah night cat.
crazy one.
mai chap ee.
heh.





* to me: dont get frustrated to what you need and have done.dont get upset for what you get.you will achieve your dream only if you really try to work hard for it.(:






goodnight!
blessing to you all.
heh.






smileeeeee
(:
:)

The Friday.

yeeha!
i had aaaa great friday today.
aiyahhh.
a day out sure will be a liitle boring for a whileeee.
but it is always better getting bored staying at home.
haha.
actually i suppose to go school this morning about 8.
but theee one that promise to fetch me,jher hau,he overslept.what the jher hau.
haha.
nevermind lah.
i hope so actually...urm a liitle nia lah!
XDXD

then i text e heng ang peng fei like what we planned that wednesday night.
XDXD
i asked them to wake up fast so that we can go out fast.
heh.
after jia ki come my house,we chit chat a whileee.
then they 2 come pick us up.
haha.


we went fishing at the creepy place.
but too bad no fish to fishshhh.
haha.
went to makan at dont know where.
then meet ah chau for a while.
a SUI YU.
XDXD
hahahah.
then we head to gunung keriang there.play around at the playground for a while.
lalu go seksek around.
hehe.
too tak han lahhhh
where we go still?too many place to list.
urm we went to watch the motor-racing.haha.
but rain pula.you know why?
cause' of the JIA Ki the hoh sin.once she said RAIN,it RAINs... ==
oh ya!peng fei house gok!
haha.
at his house crap!
play crap things. too many zapzap things to say.arghhh....cut then next...
ahh! we see peng fei burn the red ants nest.
what the F*
disgust much
XD
==
... ... ... ... lalala ... ... ... ...


then head to kuala kedah.
throw stones to the muddy beach.
not beach lah.dont know what sai.
XDXD
e heng baguih in throwing stones.
far enough.
but when the throwing-stone land on the mud,you can hear "prekkk" and a hole there with small pieces of mud mud mud flying up.
oh gosh.gross.
yea.macam sai dibombkan.
haha.
took many lame pictures there.
camera man!
XD


we named peng fei = gaygay; e heng= i panggil dia "hiao pon"
e heng cukup pon when he purposely act.
he have this talent.
XDXD

went ah fei house again,then meet back ah chau.
we played his car.
XDXD



actually they suggest to go play go-cart i think and pin ball.
too bad not enough time.jia ki's mother got bit Du Lan liaohhh
XP
at last stay up at ah fei house.
e heng was so Girly.==
and after hearing them bomb so many THE wordssss.
i get myself into it too.
damn.
haha
but once a while its okay lah.
dont make it over...heh

they 2 taught us a new mongolian THE wordssss
maka Puuuu~Uuuu~ Kiiii~
haha.
laugh till really bo lat.
hehe.
after that 76 Lun came.he keep fit.
haha.
saw his body shape before when this 09'newyear night.
haha.
now really slimmer.
that time he use his breast to kiap a card,as a punishment for losing in KILLER.
hahaha.
then more friends came.endee,ah gan,ah chen,moreeeeeeee
cant crap too much.cause' too much crap.haha.



too bad when they came,we have to go back.
e heng and ah fei sent us back.
thanks for this memorable day.
short synopsis for today,but the fullll memoriess are in my heart.heh.
my best friends!
too good to have you all.
my butt-ddie- gaygay and hiao pon.
hahahaha.
jia ki-i enjoy hanging out with you too.
i simply love the hangout with you alll semuaaaa!
X0




ey ah fei and ah heng,
you all promise to take us go kisiao when we go penang later on har!
haha.
i am looking forward for it.
i think you are too jia ki.






but for now,
it's time for a comma(,) for my studies.
more hard work needed now.
after this short term holiday,i need to get my head in the upcoming SPM.
full concentrations are needed!seriously.
cant play too much.
heh.
yepp.
a promise to myself.















20/03/09 friday.
a mark on this day.
thankssssss lotslots.
i enjoy really and truely.





smileeeeee
(:
:)



xoxo LOVES
* all the pictures are with jia ki,in her precious camera.will take from her soon.hehe






goodnight dudie!

Relieved

i am cheated by the them!
haha.
but as well as nothing happen,i dont mind being cheated.
haha.
thanks god.
luckily!
phewwww
make me nervous and shocked pulaaaaa.
XDXD


i am looking forward for the friday tomorrow.
it's THE friday not A friday.
there areeee differences.
hehe.
going out with beloved and my butt-ddie!
yep.my butt-ddie.
wuu~
suddenly and accidentally this name came cross my mind.
yea!
suits them much!!!
haha.
going to sleep.
tomorrow will be aaaaa good day.
i am going to make it as perfect as i can!!!
cheeersssss


goodnight everybody.
do sleep early.
mm-uacks



relieved
(:
:)

RANDOMmmmm serious ingggg

i have a really happy and excited day yest night.
awesome.
hah.
chi kek.
thanks to my dearest and best of the best friend(male) e heng and jing fei.(ah pui). heh.their friends some also very nice.
haha.
the best moment.
but there will be the bestER moment i believe soon.
from KFC stadium to GIANT to TAMAN JUBLI EMAS to TAMAN GOLF to DONT WHERE CREEPY to AH PUI's HOUSE ... ...
they are my friendssss.
i love'em.
sometimes i felt so sorry to them cause urm many things to explain.
but i cant deny,they are good to me.
they are not who you all think(someone who dont know them).
they may be better than youuuuuu.
heh.they bring happiness and chi kek ness.
haha.
no words can describe how good they are.
you will know if you know them.
no regrets for having them as my male best friends.
hahahaha.
sometimes they crap too.
XDXD

wey,bo pei si lah.
haha.
i didnt and wont ever pei si you all.
really.swear.
the one that pei si u all mm shek foh.
haha.










now,i am depressed.
a bad news come to me.
i still cant accept the fact.
why would this happen.
you shouldnt deserve this.
you deserve a better lifeee.
hope you are okay.
infinity blessings for you.
you will be fine because i will always be there.
good luck...
ka yao ahhhh!!!
(make me more tough to accept.i cant say out this fact,it is seriousssss)








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(: - :D - X) - XD - XP - - - | : --- ) : ---- ) ;


what the heck!

muamuamuaaaaaaa wawawawa ZZZ

my retarded kar mun.heh.




today is a boring day.
everyday tuitiontuitiontuition.
busybusybusy.
heh.


this 2 days kept messaging with karmun.
happy.
she listen me always.
jia ki is always busy with her stuff,friends and so ononononon.she got her bessie too.kinda ashame to call her.felt like disturbing her. Zzz
so,i asked kar mun who is her best fren?she listed out quite a few.but she dont have the bestEST.herm.i dont have a best friend.jia ki is very busy with hers.....obviously not me.=X
then she said something i really admire.haha.her best friend always include huajie.he is so charming.heh.she asked me to find one guy best friend.she said it is good to have a guy b.f. she was so proud to have huajie.she purposely say itttt...she knows i am crazy over hua jie.hehe.i want hua jie to be mine toooo.XDXD
and worse,she told huajie i am crazy about him.
nehhhh he dont know me.nevermind. sigh.
maybe next year i will know him lehhhh when i go to kl for further studies..
ya loh ya loh.
dreaming.
XDXD
i hope so.
hehehehehe.



huajie is too charming.heh.
too bad he is english educated.
he dont know chinese.
what the heck.
my english suggsss XDXD
heh.




later jingfei will be calling me.heh.
going to spill problems to him.
wahahaha.



jia ki,
go tuition lah.dont miss tuition often.
you are the one that say SPM is the most important thing for now
ryte?
(:
dont beat me.just advising.
i know i am quite irritating.
i speak like your mum.
heh.





goodnight everyone.
sleep early.
time is precious.
and i am wasting my time this few days.
will full use my time....
hehe
X)



happy birthday li hui.
sorry for not attending your skating party.
haha.
all the best wishes to you.




not crapping today.
geeeeessssss

Malaysia Bolehhhhh

for the first timeeeee
DATUL LEE CHONG WEI WON LIN DAN!!!
hooray...
cheer for datuk.
thunderous applause for him!!!
malaysia lovessss you man!
you are the man!
good match and keep it up!
21-16;21-16
i just know this competition was held at swiss.
XDXD
no matter how,LEE CHONG WEI still let us proud.
MALAYSIA BOLEH!~

i want to blog but nothing to blog.lameeeee

quite a boring day.
i want to let myself off this freaking bored-out place.
form 5 life mostly stands with tuition.besides tuition,still tuition.
i know i am crapping again.
try not to crap long article again.
it makes me a big head too.
heh.


i miss KAR MUN!!!
i want to talk to you till late night like we used to do.
i need you right now.
i need to have a talk.
but you're kinda busy lately.
sigh,nevermind.
find you later on.


self-obsessed,
i found out that i am quite yeenngg today.
oopps.
haha.
'cause of my hair.
i havent cut but maybe my hair today is different from usual.
crapppppp.
==


i need someone to talk to.
jingfei is busy i think recently.ohyea.he is sick too.hope to talk with him tonight.
karmun too please share some time with meeeeeee.
crapppp.
no more crap.


i am borrrreeeddddd
: (

that's LIFE.

sicked for few days.
sicked for few days,realise a few things.
weirdo.
i think there wont be people who will REALISE things like me within the suffering-sicked days.


I REALISE..
it was thursday i remember,
after coming back from pacific,i felt so uncomfortable(in fact i havent recover fully)
i feel so dizzy.
my dad took me to the nearest clinic.
while waiting my turn,i sat down and rest.really not feeling well.
then oops i vomitted. i vomitted all and whatever i ate for the day.
i saw oranges,rice,egg i think and more. i vomitted nonstop.
aiks.disgusss me.
at the very moment,i was thinking how could i survive without my family.
i mean aaa after graduate,i am surely staying outside maybe kl or penang for further studies. that time my parents wont be around me.
so,how and what can i do,if i am sick like these few days??? who will mop the floor when i vomit?who will remind me to take medicine?who will give me advise for what to and not to eat and do when i am sick?who will cook for me?
i am sure that i will be damn lazy to cook,mop and walk even when i am sick.
so,imagine please how will i be in future when i am sick?! oh my godddd.
how important parents and family are...
they are the only one who cares you much than anyone else.

i told my parents my silly-thinking. haha.
my dad said that i should know how to take care myself form now on.i aint a little girl now.
in fact i am a teenager now.later on an adult.i have to learn all of these.
i cant rely on them for life,although i hope i can..
my mum asked me a tough question,"what if me n dad die,how and what you want to do?"maybe i can rely them now,but what if really they die one day,what can i rely on still??yea.it's time to learn to take care myself.

I REALISE..
later then,i followed my dad out.
he went to a cobbler to mend his slipper.
the cobbler dont have his own stall or shop,he sat just beside of the road,right on the floor,and start his mending work.
urm.i couldnt describe his situation well.
actually my dad just want to gum his open-jawed slipper.
i asked my dad how much he cost after the mending work done.
guess what?!only rm1..
i felt so awfull. if everyone like my dad just want to gum their slippers or shoes,estimate and imagine how much can he earn a day?!
i dare not imagine.
'cause there wont be many people go for cobbler now.people nowadays throw shoes just after it's useless.yea.people now areeee richhh.
my dad told me their earning are just exactly enough for thier daily expenses.
there are hundreds of people that are living in a tough life comparing to all of youyouyou now.
please be symphaty. no,please be appreciative and work hard.
you have this chance and luck to live in a good life,so perfect it with your hands.
help those that are unlucky.be happy with what you have.be hardworking.you have things given by god,so,appreciate it by being a worthable human being..
study hard,be a successful man,enjoy life,love what you got...etcetc.you have things that many would dont have in this life,appreciate it.

I REALISE..
just now,i went out with my mum to fetch my sis back from tuition.
i saw a little boy coming out from the teacher's house,follwed by my sis.
i felt so shocked when i saw him closely.
he was so short.urm.mini size.just like a 5-6 years old child i think?!
i asked my sis how old is him..
he was exactly the same age with my sis.standard 5.but not the size he should be in this age.
my mum said he suffered from a type of sickness.but couldnt name it out.X|
urmurm.he may grow in age but wont grow in size anymore.maybe in this size for whole life.genetic problem.
then my mum told me he may die when he reach a maximum age.
she heard most of the child that suffer this sickness passed away in a certain age.
i felt so sorry to hear that.
so pity to hear so.
why there are so many unlucky people in this world?why couldnt this world be in peace?a truly fully world peace..with everyone lucky and in the same level and standard.....
well,maybe that's life.nothing goes well as what you want.



may god bless everyone in every corner in this world.
thanks.
appreciate life guys. nobody knows what would happen tomorrow.
smile :)




from,LST
going to sleep.
still having a little headache.
goodnight,sleep tight.
:)
(:





p/s: if there are any language or spelling or .... mistakeee in this article,i am so sorry.wrote it in a uncomfortable condition.sorry.


have aaaa nicee day.

GAP i should know.

can you feel the gap?
i can feel it.
it's nothing for you,but it means a lot for me.


Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind





:)
(:

LEAD.

i dont like to follow.
i lead.

i dont like being alone.
but i can enjoy alone myself.

i hate to do something i dislike.
but i can fight over it.

nobody loves me.
so i love myself.

i want what i want.
although i cant get it.
i wont blamee.

maybe this is fate.


i do what i want.
i do what many people hate.
i do something different.
i dont like having the same things with everyone.
i create.i lead.


nothing can get over me.
i trust myself.
wont tear down for anything useless.
i am strong enough.
i shout when i am helpless.
wont rely on anybody.
except my family.
the only hug i want to go into.

friends are friends.
but i cant rely them.
because they dont rely on me.
take risk to have friends to close to you.
play?
it's ok with that.
but other than that.
no guarantee.
friends,not more than that.



i lead my life.
i dont follow steps of anyone.
anyone is not my aim to learn.
i am not a follow-bug.



i LEAD.
i dont follow.

I LOVE RANDOM

what am i thinking?!

nothing.maybe...dont want to think too much either.

focus on study,yepppppp.

i gone mad with add maths and modern maths these daysss.

but at least after tuitioning ah fatt's wife,i am willing to do maths work.

cause it doesnt gives tooo much stress?! urm.yes, i think.

better than ah kang i thought.every monday before going to ah kang's tuition,i was so fed up,thinking : i havent done my add maths work.as practice makes perfect...then,does it means that i wont get an A.LOL.

suffer.i hate add maths even modern maths,aiyah.anything related to maths make me fed up.

==

i can simply ask what i cant understand directly now.one to one.face to face.

no shyyyy in study.yepppp.

i cant believe i worked on my add maths and modern maths these urm 2 days.

phewww~ tough work,yet meaningful. it is worth enough to change an A for my mathxie.

huhu.

excited.

GIVE UP never exist in my study.

yep.wont give up until the last minute before SPM.

try mahhh best!

=DDDDD

*

dont want to know whether who am i to you.

dont want to know whether am i important to you.

dont want to make sure either.

i guess,the answer will not be the one i willing to hear.

maintaine this relationship now.it's the best way of all i think.

better than knowing the heart-bleeding answer. LOL.

XDXDXD

no matter who am i to you,you are and will be toooo i promise

*

happy 17th birthday tree gor!

if i am not mistaken,we had been pet brother and sister for almost more than 2 years?!
i estimate only lahhhh.XDXD

happy to have you this goodgoodgoodgood gor.

thanks for sayang me! appreciate muchmuch.

hahaha.

will sayang gor and fishie forever.

wish u entao,healthy and gaogao always.(you said it is a nice idea) =XXXX
haha.

i love you.muacks.

.....heartsss......

ka yao for the 1st test of 2009!

you can do it,LST!

no matter your result is good or baddieee,keep climbing up.

every succesful person surely will fall for thousand timesss before they suceed.

FD is a farfar away dream.i cant feel you.i cant touch you.

what can i love still more than you?! you knew,and you feel me.but u cant touch me.in fact,i am the one who need to TRY HARD to approach you baybeh!

hahaha.
XP

WHAT THE HECK.

feeling so good to shout out

=XXXXX

xoxo

meis LST

i am hawt.

damn it.
==

WARNING.

before leaving,want to tell somebody something,if you think you are the one i am talking about,then read it and mind it.

whoever accidentaly or maybe purposely read my article,i dont mind.blog are to share.if only you are not the one i wanted to share with i.e. slutty bitchy psycho nasty jerk or whatever i mean to describe you, after you read,zip your mouth up,dont sang out loud to everyone.i am not a joke or aaa hot topic to you guys.thanks.and puhhh-lease.i dont like my privacy being shown or known.i wont mind you know,accidents may happen,so shut up.if not,prepare yourself by being fucked up by me.i am not the person you think.i can be mad and a devil mania if you mis-step at my tail.A SERIOUS WARNING.NON-JOKING. if you think so,try it.

END.

=XDXDXDXD X=

:)

(:

smile everyday.