Part of mine

you'll always be a part of me.
i'm a part of you definitely.
you'll always be my baby.
we'll linger on.
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me.
baby believe me it's only a matter of time.

Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do





brain stuck my god!!!
== i will continue after my brain gets some fresh air.
haha
the parts of songs means quite a lot to me.
know which two songs did i pick?
lol.
suddenly comes to my mind today.
kept singing.
i miss that moment.
different moment.totally different.
hah!
i still cherish it of course.
memories,locked!

random!

;( so fast.going to die lar my rose!

super huge bear.my gawsh.super funny.haha.the purple one damn syok.it's placed outside the shop.seeing it so cute,i go play with the bear.haha.the salesgirl look at me and react nothing.see!haha.cause i look good.lol.i must buy something so huge and got hands got legs got ears got eyes got nose got mouth back home.then everyday once i reach home i can wrestling with it and smash on it.cool!toys are used to being play like this.hah!crazy.lol.




i like this dress.simple and nice.i look like a model that have a slim perfect body in this dress.oh gawsh.sampat.haha.but it cost rm89 ler.not a small amount for me.as i seldom wear like this.quite afraid that it's a waste.think about it first.let me promote the shop.good!haha.FLAME in sunway pyramid.haha.

ignore my face.a lil cacat.see my dress.hah!kinda beh paise.lol.

=|

what to do?!
if god you're listening to me,please guide me.
i am praying hard and hope you can hear me.
give me a way to continue walking without fear and with luck.
things dont go easily i know.
but i'm tired with guessing around and spinning my brain hard trying to figure out what to do next.
=(

maybe a peace of mind is really needed.
i wish there is some place for me to hide from everyone and get some joy there without problems surrounding me.

i want to make a great escape!
i wish to go maybe UK?!
no.anywhere out from malaysia and escape from everyone that i know and knows me.



dreaming can be the best way to picture out everything i dream of now.
perhaps it's the best time to go to bed.
yep.



sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Your Guardian Angel.

Your Guardian Angel
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.


When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

=) heeeeee heeeee haha.

Yesterday had sweet cousin's talk with kar mun and qing.hah!
Stay up till about 4 30.
Then the next day i mean today have to wake up at 8 30.
Following them to 佛学班.how good am i!haha.
Actually quite lazy to wake up as we sleep late.but paise to say no.haha.nevermind la once a while.lol.go listen to the speech of the monk.cool.== hah!
Tomorrow got class again already!daily routines again and again.lazy.haha.
Sometimes class is fun too lar.just have to get myself into it and enjoy it.haha.no worries.i am super out-going kay.heh.
Cheerio!
Still,i am super awaiting for this weekend.
Heh.

That's all for today.haha.
Loves a lot.



p/s: did you notice your shirt stick with me every moment?!hah.how good am i.and this shows that how much i miss you!XDXD
sniff sniff sniff heeeeeeeee

what's going on?!haha.

orientation night is way too cool lar.haha
this is only for foundation students.and foundation students are all under the department of Help Matriculation Centre.namely HMC! among all the different departments like a levels and the blah,HMC is the rockest one! yeepie! haha
i get to know super many friends in help and even more in the orientaion night(theme-Reach For The Stars)
haha.
oh gawsh.wan yee is in the same college with me.and having the same course with me.she is going to take up international business for major.wuuuuu
haha.and the pictures below include qing,sian dee(sweet girl),wan yee and yea we enjoy the JAMBAY session.
JAMBAY is like a drum or something like that.haha
at first we learn a few types of beat and get into groups.
each group try to form a rhythm.heh.
we are cool lah!lol
enjoy much!
the malay band rocks too.bestnya!==
the games are fun the foods are good.
thanks to committees of HMC.bravo!haha
and yea i vote for Samantha Oon as the president of HMC.
she is cute.haha!





this is farah soraya.my computing principles class partner.nice ryte.hah!

discussing computing principles upcoming assignment with another group.these two big guys lah!hah

felt bored then simply take la.korean couples in starbucks.heh

go school looks nerd lar.lazy.hah.

lol.cool aunty look. B)

currently staying at qing's cousin house.haha.super miss home.

i am ready for orientation night!haha.













stupid kar mun and me!

wai mun.looks quite alike with me ryte.hah

qing!haha


my cousin brother.his birthday celebration.staying his house i mean kar mun's house tonight.yes!haha










and yes i must emphasize this!
haha
i look like a liitle girl in the colleger.
super paise.my god.
all the girls here dress,walk,talk and blah like da jie jie
or i should name them as lady lah
feel so cacat.
they wear spaghetti top,mini skirts,high heels,branded bags,accesorries,and the blah to college.
mati la ni.
little kid la you miss lim sue ting.
haha
but they have to accept who and how am i.
=DDDD
i am not bad too what.
not to say very cacat lah.hahaha
XD
currently still adapting the kl environment.
hectic life here.matiiiiii.
ka yao lim sue ting!HAHA

Awkward!

gawsh.
Do you ever try this feeling?
-you wrote something about your love one then wrote how much you miss and love him and the blah.then so happen that when chatting,your love one pop out with your very familiar words and sentences.then you might go 'oh!my blog!it's from my blog!'.and you're writing bout him!
Just want to share what.thats why i hope you dont remember the link.if not,you sure tease me like hell.then i can write whatever i like.hah.
That happens on me yest night.
Super awkward!paise lar.ish!
It have been ages since the day i give you my blog link,i thought you had forgotten.how i know you still remember.i wanted to change my blog link days ago.but i like and loveee my blog link.
As it rocks like me!haha.
See!now he can tease me and start being uh seh.how dare you!
If you ever try,you gonna get it from me.cheh.
Next time i write not too geli better.later get tease by someone again.
I hate you lah!
Sounds better?!
Haha.
Again,i am sitting at the hall waiting for my class.
Blogging is part of sparing my time now.haha.
Usefull lah!

Got to go for intermediate english class!heh.
Bye my love one.

Miss A Lot!

i miss him badly.
i want to meet him faster.as fast as possible.
i want to hug him
i miss his hug his warm body his temperature.
;(
feel much better with you accompanying me all the while.
if not,i will get crazy here.
you are the one that support me and give me strength to move on hard everyday.
you motivates me.
everyday you ask me class okay not this and that.
awww.i am so happy when you care me.=DDDD
do you know how much i miss you?!
i brought your everything here.
haha!
brought your heart too.><
lol
everyday after class,the first thing what i do when i reach home is dengdengdengdeng
jump up the bed and hug your that polo t.
feels like hugging you.
hah!
then i feel more secure and warm.hah!
stupid lah aunty
sweat.
next friday i am going back!super happy.
can see you dy!!!
haha
as i said i surely will try my best 2 weeks go back once.
i miss you and you miss me too.haha!
=XXXXX
got to go.
using computer lab's pc.heh!
i am going home.
going to call him once i reach home.
miss you more and more.haha
<33333

Newbie in help and kl.hah!

finally i get to rest maybe for a moment.
There few days are quite like way too busy.
I am in help university college now.haha.sitting on a chair.blogging through my mobile phone.just activate my student id.hah!
Next waiting for my class-finite mathematics.heh.
Yesterday's class is still okay.herm.but still need to catch up.
It's quite tough and it may eat up some time to adapt the environment.
Before coming here,i thought it's nothing to adapt whatever environment here.but once i came,urm seriously,there're many things to get use and learn.
Especially boarding bus.phew.if you really miss the bus or dont learn,you might get lost and cry like a baby.haha.
Comparing here and alor star,kl is really different and too complicated.
Haha.gogo lim sue ting.haha.
Dont worry,i am going back on 29th for a couple of days.heh.
Damn miss all of you,especially you!haha.
Time to promote!haha.
Come to help man!help is quite good in every aspect.haha.
Take foundation in arts!it's not about arts but it is something that have nothing to do with science.mainly for art streams people that dislike science.haha!lame.heh.anything please call me.lol.
Oh met quite some ex keat hwa students too.phew.luckily i am not alone.haha.
Get to know a few friends too.really have to thank them for helping me in my studies that i need to catch up.appreciate.heh.
Okay lah.update later.have to prepare for class.
Goodbye everyone!
Do miss me!
Loves!
=P

It's A Perfect Date!

it's a perfect date.
Not to say that perfect. But it's totally perfect for me.
Everything is perfect only with you and me.hah.
I love you.
This memorable date makes me even harder to say goodbye.
I will miss everything of you and us deeply even every seconds.
Never thought you will appear to be a sweet person.hah.
That's why i am so obsessed with you.

Stories and feelings cant be express that easily through words.
As long as these memories and feelings remain in my heart,that's more than enough.
I love you,my fiance.hah!
I will miss you!muacks!heh.

You're mine!

My Perfect Date.

hey!
I am going out for a date tonight!with my man!my fiance!heh.blushblush.
Why am i so excited and happy?
It's really like unbelievable,unexpectable,incredible,impossible for him to ask me for a date.
Just me and you.it's a proper date.
Oh gawsh!haha.
What should i wear?no idea.haha.
I must be impressive.
He told me i am the one that will be standing beside him,so how can i be so simply dimply.haha.
No way.i have to impress him and his friends too.
Haha!think too much girl.lol.
Have to think of what to wear and get prepare!
Hope tonight will be a good night.i shall perfect this night.haha!
Loves.
Wish me luck!hah!


<3

Gawshhhh.

phew~
since the day i went penang with my family,it really turn out to a super hardhardhard days after that.
why i said so?
well,i went to penang inti college to meet up a counselor,introduced my cousins.
after meeting up her and discussing quite many stuffs,it's so happen and sudden that she suggest me to continue my studies at Community College,California at this coming Mac.
i was so like oh my gawsh,did it just happen?!am i missing something?
yes,i am thoroughly freak out.
why?!
at first,this is not in our plan( i mean in my parents and mine either)
it comes just so suddenly and i really dont know how to handle it.
i admit i do like to study abroad but not now!
way too fast.i am not prepared yet you know
i love too and i hope too go overseas and have a good years of study there.
our plan is supposed to be twinning programme like maybe 2+2 or 3+1
now??? 4 years over there.><
how much pressure am i going to face and i am now facing it too.
even my super smart brother also did it in 2+2,and me(not that good and smart) but having 4 years at overseas?! damn stress out.
i dont want my dad to expect too much from me.Lim Sue Ting is just ordinary and super average.==
what if i cant graduate with something really GOOD or whatever,then how guilty will i feel.how wasted it is to throw tons of money on me.aiya! toughhhh
and yesh! i just passed my 17th bithday and that means i am just 17.
i have to say that i am childish and immature.
if i really get there,urm will i be harm or maybe kidnapped or trapped by those unknown==
hey! i dont have any cousins or friends there! although my brother is in US too,but the state he is living is way too far apart from California.the flight cost highly.
so who can i rely on when i get there.
study abroad in myself,all alone is my dream!~
but too young lah now.
at least let me have a one or two years time in Malaysia to learn how to be a independent girl first.after all,i will be and am so ready to rock the world!haha
cool ryte!
i used to dream to have this kind of adventure.haha.
back to the point,urm if she suggest me to Australia,sure okay lah!
i got cousins and friends there.sweat.haha
that's the difference and that's why i refuse to go.
but my parents wanted me to go quite eagerly especially my dad.
as that college cost really cheap comparing to those overseas colleges and it links to famous universities like stanford and the blah.forgotten.haha
that college offers many subjects and really quite recognised.
i were totally stressed out when my parents ask me whether how i decide.
i dont know how to tell them,will they feel disappointed??!
i guess yep.
after some thoughts in my mind and the tears that keep rolling once i start thinking about these,i finally choose to tell my mum how i feel.
it was lunch time.haha.
i just cant withstand and spill it out.of course i burst out.ahha
my mum understands me and she agree with me-it's too sudden and not prepared,too immature and could not even take care myself
my mum cried too.how sad.my mum dont really want me to leave for somewhere so far that early too.
i dare not tell my dad,so my mum decided to discuss and talk to my dad.
oh ya! my dad hope i can go for something like professional line or maybe something that is good.he dont really want and agree me of studying design especially fashion design.too bad.
then my mum suggested AGAIN to get a degree in something,at least i have a stable job and income.
then i can take up side-courses like fashion design as i want.
no harm for my income or whatever.
if i earn,i get extra income.
if i didnt earn,i still got monthly income what.
it's a good choice.
the only way to get best of both.
think harder..fashion design needs tons of money to be throw into,so that means i need money,and well my monthly income surely can afford it.
i can still enjoy with my interest without worries in my living. :)

and so,it's quite like settle already.
my parents agree with me.think of me.
and heh okay lah! XD
but they still want me to think thoroughly and quickly decide what to take up.
as the hostel must be book earlier if not there wont be any extra places and probably might end up sleeping on the roadside.hah!
hot stuff!
*and!!! my english language is so cacat.i couldnt speak in a proper english.and so how could i communicate with their peoples.my god.i might go harharhar ==
that college consist about only 10% of international students.90% of US students.
imagine how crazy will it be.it's difficult to understand what they say and especially the lecturers that maybe oldies will probably goes from speaking properly into serious mumbling.hah!









i am happy and glad that you are right by my side whenever i need you.
you 'll be there for me i know.
:D
you support me fully whatever decision i take.
you know me and you understand me.
you know what i need i want i fear.
you care me you take good care of me you protect me you sayang me you love me.hah!gone crazy.><
i thought you cant understand me.hah!
but you do understand me.lol

skip!



wuuuuuuu~
that's all.haha
many to write but urm manman lai lah!
wait patiently for my next article!
=DDDD


LST rocks the world.haha
<333333

Glad.

I hope you understand.





I fail to resist my tears.even myself get shocked.store too long in my heart?perhaps.i feel better now.
Thanks for listening and sharing.
Cant believe you turn out to be the one to help and the one to listen.
All the best to you.deeply appreciate.hope i did help out too.

Tomorrow i am going penang with my family.tomorrow will be a great day and ya important to me too.hah!words are hard to tell what's going on.but dont worry.after tomorrow you'll know as i'll tell.


Do miss me!haha.
Wondering whether jher hau reach us dy?hah.
I will superb miss you.take care.
Dont eat till like gorilla come back.haha.

I ate damn lot of food for my supper just now.
Super full.and yup the best thing is to sleep after eating.enjoyable!haha.

Goodnight everyone!
Cheerio!

baby!hah.

Yeah!i am back to my guitar lessons.super happy.haha.i miss ah fatt and his wife.best teachers!wuhu!heh.

What's that so happy?
Heh.i miss playing guitar with bravo songs,i miss the chit chats between us(they 2 helps a lot in my life),i miss!their new born baby boy!hah!陈方宇!welcome to the world.heee
i get the chance to see him for my first time today.awwww.too cute!i wave my hands and say hi fang yu.his little hands wave to me too.amazing.not amazing la.is so SWEET!too bad i cant take any pictures of him. :(

then i kepo,secretly capture a few picture of his baby cot.heh.yeepie!

Good to have back my guitar lessons!great.
Life is marvelous with music.ha!

Short update.longer one?soon.hah!

too sorry for my long-abandoned blog.
being too lazy to move myself.haha
i mean superb lazy. :X
how can i?yes,i can.lol
wondering why i will update my blog or what since i said so?
it's so happen that my parents want to check out my bro's hawaii trip pictures and of course i have to on for them(ma huan) thennnn secara langsung i update my blog and the blah.haha
if not,i guess people might thought i vanished.==
LIM SUE TING STILL HERE LAH!
still good and perfect.hah!

honestly,i have tons of things,stories,feelings and the blah to tell.
but i am lazy.==
i should be blame and scold,that's what i get after accumulating all those blogging ideas.(obviously my blog became bored or maybe it's bored enough)hahhhhhhh
i swear i got pictures that i took to share and words in my mind spinning,so ready to tell.haha.
write?will be a little tough for me.lazy.haha
talk boleh lah! i can talk for hundred hours or maybe non-stop.cool ryte?!haha

kay la.dont want talk rubbish dy.haha.i am using my handphone blogging.geeeee haha.december is super great for me.many pictures to share.but those pictures aren't in my phone.so delay those first.now share some goodies.hah.