A Answer.

i dont like you anymore!
it's just a illusion.
erm.it's just a good-man feelings towards you.
i know i dont love you and even like you.
yea.you are good.but doesnt attract me much.
haha.
so,say bye to my wrong-connected feeling.
i am single now.so thats why i have this feeling on you.
i will find someone that i really loveeeee or maybe likeeeee.hahaha
childishchildishhhh.
=)


xoxo
LST

Wishes

christmas passed...
feeling so awful.
my christmas isn't perfect.
it doesnt seems like the white christmas that i dream of.
i cant explain how much i love christmas.
my christmas is always so dull.
hope for a better one next year.
=)



christmas passed,and slowly..
new year is coming.the coming 2009.
hope for the best.
the year of my SPM.
do god bless me...
i promise i will work hard really....
for me,my future,my family....


i want everything.
but everything wont wait for me.
i should chase for everything.
what you think of and hope of,u must succeed yourself.
work urself.dont just pray hard to god.god will only help someone that really do work hard.
come on...our future is in our hand.
you work it,you get it.
that's what i know.
haha.
ka yao sisterssss!


one more thing,
i pray hard to god to protect our earth.
world peace.everyone are protected.
no wars. =) thank god.



new year new things new greetings new me.
i love myself. haha.




xoxo

with love, LST

Love Story.

i love taylor swift for no reason.
she sings the best i think.
=)
kinda obsessed with this song lately.
it reads my mind.
haha



LOVE STORY
-Taylor Swift.



We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

.........



xoxo

sweet sixteen!

i am shy.dont focus on me.haha

suprises from my lovely band.thanks dude

my cake from them.i am the cutest and the biggest one.haha




HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl!
sweet sixteen... =)




i had A greatgreatgreat birthday this year probably because of the suprise.
hehe.
thanks for all the birthday wishessss.
i appreciate it sincerely.


thanks for everything.
thankyou my friends...
thankyou my lovely band.




**thankyou my dearest parents.you are my everything.thanks for borning me out.=X thanks for the care for these years,i know i am a naughty butt.hehe.thanks for tolerating me.thanks for forgiving me.thanks for supporting me.thanks for the giftssss in my life... uncountable thanks to dad and mum.i love you!!! kissessss.... hehe.




sweet sixteen
13/12/2008.
memorable date.
=3




LST.
xoxo

Camp viva!!!

hi everybody
since long time i didnt blog.
i was busying with my camp stuff before that.
exhausted.
i really dont like and hate to have this stupid camp at the first place.
for me,it was so LAME.
i hate doing this doing that.
tired for getting myself busy n crazy.
i thought it was going to be torturing for the pre-camp and during the camp.
that time,i just wanted to get over it as fast as i could.


but now....
i want to make it longer.
i wish it could be longer...
i wish i could make the time pass slowly and steadily.
i miss a lot.
"miss" and miss.
lol.
haha.


honestly,
I ENJOY THE MOMENT
enjoy where everybody work really so hard to make this camp out perfectly.
but of course,nothing is going to be perfect.=)
camp was totally cool
it rocks me out.
it found me.
i love camp.
haha.



i love the sweet moment when all the camp-committee gather around..
tried so hard to figure out something we need,
share the thoughts for the camp,and so on...
more than that,
i love playing,joking,teasing,scolding around with them.
the moment really make sense.
hearts for every camp-committee AND the campers...
for loving and enjoying our camp.
appreciato!
C:

from 8th(pre-night)-11th Dec. 2008,
all of us didnt sleep or even rest for this 4 days.
tough but happpyyy dayssss.
hehehe.
the hard work of us bring happiness to all of ussie.people throughout the camp.
we felt happy if the campers enjoy and are happy in the camp.
hearts for camperssss.
no regret!


at the last day,
alomost everyone cried...
touch...
except for those that are cold-blooded.haha
we cried for the hard work and souls we sacrifice to perfect this camp.(committees)
the campers cried because they hope this camp wont last.they wanted to have the more time with everyone in this camp.(i know this feeling,cause i am one of those before) ....flash-back...
oh dear god,why wont you let the time we get together longer and sweeterterterter...
; |
people cry because they did pay thoroughly for that.
i cry!!!
=X



all friends are friends!
sweet memories are in my heart...keep and lock deeply in my heart.<3
i wanna thanks those commitees and campers.
without one of you,this camp wont be that great.believe me.
=)
thankyou! from the bottom of my heart...
i know,we all missss the camp!

hope for the next one,maybe...
; )



we have good time together.so,why not let uss extend this happiness and perfect enjoyable moment together....
love you all guys!




LST
xoxo

CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH -(Paramore)

oh dear....
it just happen what i hope not to happen.
HE is the boy i crush on...
HE just make things right...
HE is what i hope for... ...
i didnt meant to like him moreeeeee or even that i control myself to like him.... i always tell my heart: it's just a feeling to him because you are alone all the while and you just think he is a good guy.nothing else. yaaa...it always is just a light sweet feeling to him.it always is "nothing else".and i didnt hope for deeper like or admire towards him. impossibleeeeeeee

we two are kids that do not talk to each other but know each other since form 2.add on,he did always join our "gang"...till now,i just realise HIM. view back to the past,he really did appear in my life for many many many timesss.and i didnt realise his appearance.how could i?!=3 he is simply cute,tall,hunk....slim fit body...shy guy.. haha
oh my...the relationship between we two is as if um arranged by dear god since i born.haha.cute huh.i dont know how to explain this.

....at the coming camp,he is accidentaly arranged as a partner with me in the confident walk.at first,he is not the one to be my partner....the one that is could not attend the camp...so he's in.and i thought my partner will not be him.cause my love luck really doesnt seems good.x) more than that,there are hundreds of group to be a part and thousandss of helper(he is one of them) .luck sides me for this time,he is my partner!!! peace....awaiting the day that is just you and me-(Lifehouse) thank god for lending him to me.=) a while is more than enough.haha.

oh ya.i am just back from a party.lame empty party.haha. he was there too. we just chat a few second.i am stupid i know.but i dont want to make it too obvious...i dont want to spread news and rumours about me anymore.small and miserable love is way too good. because of the camp partner lalala stuff,we did chat a few times at msn.full of nonsence we chatting.haha.he like to jerk me out.freak.haha.i get embarrasing sometimes with what he said.he is a devil mania.by the way,he is timid.too timid.a chicken.xD i like chicken... !

honestly,there wont be any ending between us.cause we didnt even start off.hmm.he wont like me.i know it since the first day.who am i???? puhhhh-leassse.a bitch?!bitchest bitch if i am.i cant hope for anything.just can imagine or dream something officially speacial of we two.crazy huuh.
maybe i am right,he loves the girl.the girl suits him more i think.just forget about it.i will wish for his happiness.=) just want to get time with him nice and memorable...yea...this is better...the first time i feel me and "my-love-one" so apart.as if we are not the people we should get on with each other.he is far way too apart from me.the past tense "my-love-one" doesnt make me feel so you know.complicated

he is special,amazing... and the one i knew he is worth to like.true love is hard to find.but "everyone deserves a true love"-(Cinderella 3),so do i... for now,i will maintain this relationship nice and steady to make sure it wont phup! dead off.haha. wish me luck Lim Sue Ting...


*i arent his type,but i know,he is my type.

p/s: catch up with the next post within me and him sooon.xoxo




miss LST...
lovesss

oh oh oh

no free time at all.
tired~haha.need some rest seriously.
the add-maths intensive class will begin from tomorrow.
i hate it damn.but no choice girl,i have to attend.my add-maths is so blah.no words can describe.
if i didnt face it and solve it,i will fail for my spm! LOL

the holiday seems to be end so fast...
pleaseeeee time oh time,walk slowly or even crawl if you couldddd...
i want this precious holiday to be enjoying.i havent really enjoy since this holiday start.=x
i want it alllllll to be nice.

obviously,i grow fat!!!
it always will,when it's holiday.
i plan for my holiday-must-do plan a few days before.
this is it...

1. drink milk every morning.if possible,at night too.(good for health-can grow tall) =D
2. exercise every single day....if possible.haha.swimming,aerobic-ing...yoga-ing...blahx3
3. do add-maths oftennnnnn to guarantee your spm results in future. (smart choice)
4. study more english story books for improvement.
5. spend more time with my family.(appreciative)
6. work harder on my guitar and my band. (aim for better)
7. appreciate my holiday so.enjoy it.

this is what i plan for now.hope i can make it.bless me.
=)
cheer for me~!give me a big clap for thinking to do such beneficial things~~~ hahaha.
i know i am good,in everything.
thanks for your support.

blahblahblah.

best friends or friends?friends or enemy?
what a headache.
i am thinking too much.
sometimes,i dont i am really your best friend.
you say so,i heard.but i couldnt know or hear what your heart really mean.
i feel so empty.
you are my best friend,honestly.but am i yours?
i cant bet it.
selfish-me..hope for you are my only one best friend.but you seems to have more-than-one best friends.i doubt i am one of them.but then i hope i am the only one for you.(selfish thinking)i admit.
is it better if we two are just friends that are better than normal friends.no worries...=)
even now..i doubt that are you my best friend?!
this problem will never be your problem before because that is nothing for you.and thesee do not meant anything for you.but it meant everything for me.
i really think that i am crazy insane..sometimes.
too much to think.somehow,i hope for a relaxing holiday without worriesssss.
i just can conclude the relationship between me and you with "friendy-friends which share a same hobby and interest....blahblahblah." lets make it much more simpler than complicated-(Avril.L) it. =P

TRUST and UNDOUBTED
anyway,i really have a cousin-BF.Kar Mun.she is totally a charm.i like her much.we gossip whatever we knew.haha.that are what cousin are meant for.i think.there are no secrets between us.but secrets are the things we keep together from everybody. x) sueting-karmun the evil the devil the sampatly disaster.hahaha.i am going to stay over her house at kl this end of the month.i am so freaking happy to be there.it's time for us to gossip till late night! excited. awaiting.full of anticipation.she is really my best-trusted friend that i havent doubted. Kar Mun the awesome.i LOVE you.

oh yay.still got a little-dolly i havent mention.Jia Ki.she is also the one that i trusted much.no reasons for trusting her so much.cause she make the feel so right.haha.she told me that she is not a well-trusted girl.but wey jia ki,i just so trust you.although maybe..you are not.hahaha.she is the one that could listen me murmuring,mumbling quietly without denying my thoughts.she did also give me her opinion.i appreciate her opinion and thoughts.thanks for consoling,leading me when i am lost.i am happy to have you.honestly x infinity... i do believe you treat me sincerely too.i am so lucky to know you.Jia Ki,thanks.and I LOVE YOU. =D dont cry if you saw this article.just want to express what i really think. C :

i need some time to make myself right.
i have to balance my heart and souls.
=D




p/s:* i just came back from kuching,sarawak.a relaxing-tiring journey.haha.hard to explain.x) i will share some stories and photos pretty soon when i uploaded the pictues.damn awesome there.
*i am finding a book.PS I LOVE YOU.i find for years.all sold out wherever i went to.eeeee.hate.i saw it when i was at a shopping centre,kuching.but i didnt buy.nerd...now i couldnt see one now.
*i bought the book i wanted and find for so long.confessions of teen nanny: juicysecrets.i finished the part one and part two.now i want to finish you dudie.x)



HAPPY HOLIDAY TO EVERYONE I LOVE!!!
Do MISS Me. =3



hakuna matata.
it means no worries and problem-free blahblahblah.
i greet myself everyday. ceeeessss.haha.
secrets to be happy.




with LOVE,
Sue Ting.

Shhhhh...

cheer for High School Musical 3!!!!


today is the best damn thing(-Avril.L) i ever had.haha.i think so.


i went to school this morning.clean up our "kebun".but i dont think that is a "kebun".erm...looks like "lapsap".pitypity kebun.nobody cares HIM.haha.i can hear the "kebun" shouting at me:"CLEAN ME UP!!!" hahaha.x) but then only a few people really came to work.all put my aeroplane.we didnt do much.just simply clean.== i am lazy lah you know.today supposed to have a well sleep till noon cause school- off today.form 5 are having their graduation ceremony at Star City.its time to say byebye(-Mariah C.) for the form 5 students.i will miss you all! =D


oh then,some boys rode their m.bike to school.i was so excited.hahaha.i havent sit a m.bike since erm... feb 2008,i think.i asked my pet brother-Tree(his nickname) to fetch me along with edward's m.bike,round the school.you know,boys like to show off what they have.he surely promised me.yeshhh...we sped round and round the school.suddenly,a lorry rushed out from a corner.guess what?my pet brother break in a sudden,i nearly flew away.goshhh.the mbike nearrrrlyyyyy knocked the stupid lorry.nerddddd...LORRY you know?! i cant imagine if now i am lying on the white bed in a white room(hospital)....my parents will really get mad. because of the sudden break,the moto lost balance,then really si "peng moto".luckily no one hurt.but my right leg was scratched by the m.bike bit.no big deal.hahaha.tree was so nervous.he was really so scared that i will injured.if i really was injured,he sure have to pay for this.xDDDD but,we just keep it as a secret.i dont want tree to be blamed by everyone.hahaha.i am damn good.of course.


tree,i am okay.dont so worry.dont need keep on say sorry already.not your fault,honestly.=)


so,readerssss please SHHHHHHhhhhhhhh.read it,smile,and forget it.hahaha.winks.x3


Lim Sue Ting,awesome. x)

I am back dear!

Hi blogspot,i'm so sorry for not blogging for a long long long long long time.nearly forget i have a blog.hahaha.after blogging a few new post,now i am ready to say．．．



"I am back,my dear blog!!!"

hot-hotty Graphics

i am here to share some myspace graphics with you all.they are just so good.i like it.

these are some meaningful and about-my-thoughts graphics.

go to www.myspace.com. and search for graphics. =D

to my lovely blog-visiters

oh yea!

by the way,people who visit my blog,dont say out anything from my blog.i mean dont tell anyone about my blog stories.haha.i want to keep it secret.i ask you all to visit my blog,cause i trusted you all.you all are my well-trusted friends.i just want and hope to share my feelings and my thoughts with you all.so keep it as a secret between me and you.i dont like too many people to know it.hehe.zip up your mouth and just act as if you didnt visit my blog. heart you!!!

thanks for the blog-visiters! appreciate your caring.my love for you. =DDD

who am i

what a day...

WHAT HAPPEN

today,my teacher told me lots of things.a lot of life principal.and his thoughts about me.

am i so inconfidence?? i dont really think so.cause i think that i am not.and i am not suppose to be that way.that seems like so not me.everybody sure have the same thinking like me.

it's funny when hearing people say "LIM SUE TING doesn't have any confidence!" I AM NOT...is it?!the pass tense ME sure will deny if SHE heard this.cause its way too impossible.but now i dont have the guts to deny either,cause even my best friend say so.am i?..dont know..no thoughts in my head.i have high expectations in me.but i am not a perfectionist.i dont know what i am talking about...but high expectations will bring pressure and aspiration for me.i am the one will suffer at last.so why should i be so.i am inconfidence in the bottom and deepest of my heart.i have to admit now.but that is a bit creepy of myself...sometimes i may be very confidence and daring.but sometimes,i dont have the guts and confidence in myself at all.i am so not me now.so what can i do? confuse...

CHANGE

i have to get over this.if not,i can't achieve my dream.this is what i have to do for now.change to be a better one.i have to get over this!!!you have to step out at first to keep on going for your dreams.dreams are always there for you.they are meanｔ to support you for keep going on on your future.dont carry a high expectations in urself.be what u should be.you are just a normal person.a super-normal person.you are not a super-star.even a super-star have to step out to be one.dont ask for perfect.let perfect achieve you when you start to work out towards your dream.change your bad habit and lifestyle.you have to be independant.dont rely on your family,friends or others that you have always rely on.its time to be big girl now you know...you are not a little girl that always lye on mummy and daddy anymore.you have many things more to learn.the world is so big and so,this is just a small lesson for you.dont always cry anymore.you are not a baby do remember.try to be tough."big girls dont cry"-fergie. =D if you are sad or lost,blog "MINE".haha. x) a untalking friend. hehe.

don't wait for a perfect moment,make the moment perfect.

tomorrow is the day you have to step out girl! no more hiding yourself!appreciate the lovely moment with your enjoyable voice.time doesnt wait for anyone.i believe you can do it."just do it"-nike.believe in yourself dude.=) "impossible is nothing"-adidas. cheer up big girl!!!

CHEERIO!!! HO HO HO x) yaiksss.... haha

i heart you,LIM SUE TING.

the one and only one.

keep on ROCKING!

cheese.

happy father's day.=D

did you wish your dearest dad HAPPY FATHER'S DAY???
today is a big day.dont ever forget it.xD
hug your dad and give him a sweet kiss andandand tell him that you love him and proud to be his child.=D
your dad will feel happy.hehhee.
bt i only wish and sms him.i didnt really tell him i love him lar.paisessss.
dad and mum is always the best and they give you the best things you ever had.
so appreciate them.

DAD, I LOVE YOU.
from your dearest daughter,LIM SUE TING. :)

w.o.r.k. hard for Y.O.U.

what a boringggggg dayssss.haish.my result worst of the worst la.cant deny i am not good at all in everything.all also can pass nia.=.= my dream~! too far to go yet.haish.keksim lar.i want to enjoy and approach my dream! a true and nice dream!!! ;) must pull up my socks in practising le.i want to be the best girl guitarist! dreaming... i want to create the 1st full-girls band~! must have faith... -.= hehe.wait one day la.my dream will come trueeee i believe! yay! practise.practise.practise. oh.and work harder in my exam lar.dont want 'siasui' me and my family! hahahha. confidence is what i need the most! give me give me give me.god.i pray for u.hahahha.

MC DONALD : |

hahaha.i called for mc donald delivery just nw.lamelamelame.that girl who answer the call is totally dummm.hahaha.xPPPP hope she didnt see this la.ahaha.she speaks so fast.then i dont know what she is talking bout.hahaha.i just keep repeating the harharhar words.damn shame.hahaha.maybe i am the one that are lame la.hahaha.poor english oh my.i must imporve! =DDD.i didnt even know how to use past tense and present tense.all my text are lame onesss...
xPPP. blablabla. who said holidays are so enjoying. i said it. but actually holiday is boring la. damn boring. cheer up! =


come on LIM SUE TING! dare to speak and dare to improve. xDDD lols.
i am bored.

BORING

ya.today is really a damn boring day.my dad said that i am being too lam nua blabla.he morning called me at 10 something,just to wake me up.he warned me not to sleep back again,and he said that when he is back,he dont want to see me still with pyjamas and even lying on the bed.thats RIGHT!!!what he said always totally comes true.this is what would happen when he always used to come back suddenly to check me out.hahaha.xPPP i have already get use to it. i will just get scold for few minutes naah few seconds la sometimes.hahaha. after my dad step out of this house,guees what?yala.i will absolutely run towards my lovely bed again.my bed always smile to me...lols.hahhaa.=) my bed.my love.my life. yeah!yepyepyep. xDDDD

PEnang aGain.with Family pulak

PENANGPENANGPENANG!!!30th MAY.hahaha.pening with penang.haha.this time i went with my lovely family.x) 1st is to fetch my brother back la.2nd,come to relax.haha.i dont need to spend any money when i go with my family.haha.cool~ p/s: nearly broke.xP

queensbayyy.crowded.wuu.haha.=.=

the place we had for lunch! long de chuan ren.haha.fabulous~hahaha.=.=

waiting for our turns.many people.haha.hungry~

my uncle's new house.nice~haha.my lovely uncle too.hahaha

peeking other people's house.hahaha.xDDD

LIM SUE TING's shadow.lols.hahaha.too dark to see.=)

band performance at the new world park.not bad. : )

I LOVE MY FAMILY!!! hahaha.mwamwamwamwakSsss =] L.O.V.E

pEnanG ~friends

yea~the day we went to penang,28th MAY.haha.we quite enjoy it lar.=) of course.but pity,the day is too short lar.we cant finish our plan.sigh.haha.quite some guys overnight there.i hope i was one too.xD what can we do a day??queensbay'shopping,movie-ing,eating(my favourite)haha...so on lar.all the cha pe lang things we did lar.=.= one day isnt enough!!!hahaha.i name the day,SUSHI DAY.hahaha.really damn sushi day.^^ we had sushi for lunch n dinner.hiak3.lunch-SAKAE;dinner-plain sushi in the BUS(way home)hahaha.movie-IRON MAN! and INDIANES JONES(how to spell it?)blablabla.XD

i took this when the ferry moves~ nice! haha. many jellyfishssss xP

ya.my friends.haha.posers.i am too la.they look cool~hahaha

boringggg.waiting for the stupid ferry.laugh=D

yay~ cheer for sushisss! haha.thats mine~ hahaha.yummy.xD

me and my dearest friends.me,shua and banana.hahaha.cheese~

life is to enjoy!!! yeah!