迎接新开始！

arghhhhhh

gone through so many choices, decisions, choices and yes STRESSES!

and finally settled down.

it's like finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

long story, not gonna write it here in details.sorry.

but hope this is the best way and the best decision i have ever made

please and thankyou

okay! uni is about to start tmr!

officially, for me only...

as the course has started last week

zzz i am late for 1 week

=S

sure got many stuffs to catch up

pleaseee let my 1st day of degree be nice and welcoming.

dont stress me out again please.

please, everything please be sunsunlili

good luck be my side please

please please please!

then please the environment, the people,the lecturers the coursework and blahhhh please be nice to me.

i will appreciate =D

back to my old college

say yo say hi

a bit weird to go back.

because it's slightly different

it's not foundation anymoreee

everyone is having their own degree life

good luck everyone

hope i can settle everything asap

=D

btw, chinese new year is coming!

excited :DDDDD

努力振作! 明天会更好! 加油

收拾心情 准备新的开始

这次我不会那么容易就给它打倒了!!!

加油 林舒婷 !

hehehehehehehehe

Ooops

okay!

just to make the statement clear.

i am not MAD in love.

i am in love.

i still know what should be my first prior.

but i just wanna make things fair and square and happy for all of it.

so you will see my post like cares about my relationship.

no worries.i belum sesat =)

as you can see, i got many post about my relationship stuff just because i dont wanna post photos or stories or wtv new of me and him in public.

i dont really like and it's way tooooooooo public and sounds annoying

thats why my blog will appear to be more about relationship stuffs.

and yes i would like to share my happpiness with all of my lovely peeps.

i know what to do, seriously.

dont think i am sesat or gone crazy with loveee

ahahaha.

sounds like i am one. but hahahahah you gotta know i have no other way to share it out my happiness.

so hehe im so paise if my posts annoy you guys

=P

my pre birthday surprise.

ooops wrote on 12th midnight 1:23am.

now, i am so blissful, i feeel so happy.
the alive of bliss in my heart never stop and fade ever.

okayyyyyy mr chan yong you la for me is a noob
i dont think he will do any romantic things to me
as for the past valentine, birthday or 1st anniversary he also like that saje
so nothing eh pattern
zzz
so i resist myself from thinking further more
dont expect too much from him
i just tell him i want to eat TAO on my birthday that's all.hahahah
no need hi mthink or plan anything.nice and easy for him.
yes he promise, and going there to eat tmr
hahahahahhaha

reached as yest about 10pm.
didnt go out le after that.
didnt meet him on that day then today noon he phoned me told me morning 7pm only sleep.so just wake up awhile saje nia. jiu sun bian phone me ask me what am i doing blah.then he said want to sleep back.i was like cheh. alright he said night 7 30 only together go out eat == okay lorrrr.

then he text me at 7 30 say will pick me up at 8 30 go makan. i was like zzz always change time delay time.
went to hai tao kee eat.after that went his house test bride maid dress.
hahahaha
im the bride maid for his sis wedding
hahahahah
XDXD
then he duno go where la when i am testing, after that i went into his room find him
once i open the door...

OMFG FUCKING SURPRISE!!!!
he played the song love story piano version from youtube which i love it very much.then with the lights and star shape lights on.sparkling like stars
the wall- HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM SUE TING I LOVE YOU ( he draw cut and paste punye)
so romanctic so got feeeeel XDXD
awwwww. then his sis took in chocolate indulgence cake, i was like how come he will buy this cake??? he told me he asked rebecca, thanks rebecca.XD then he took out a bouquet of roses for me, wished me happy birthday.

although it's an advance birthday surprise, but im so so so so happy and surprising.XD
awww, okay la i kinda cry,tears rolling in my eyes wuwuwu
XD
awww,xoxo

he lied to me he continued sleeping in the noon.actually he pi buy these thingy all and do all the surprise stuff hahahah
the star shape light is the light i told him before i love punye wuhu!
gam dong ing!!!
XD

* before that he planned to play the piano version love story for me,but no time to learn and practice.XD thanks anyway hehehhee


XDXD how sweet he is to me, thanks for the everything!!!!


okay lar.show you the video i took hhehehehhe

you.

the beginning of my year 2011 doesnt really start off well.
31st and 1st of jan yes undeniable were awesome!
but then nightmare started.the nightmare i mean is really a headache.
like what i say, decisions are always hard to make.
too many choices are even harder to make decisions..
arghhh..well i think now, all those pissed-off choices come to an end.
i finally decided and yea i guess that's the best pathway.hope it offers me best
turning round and round, and yea at last my old college, say HI!
and yes I M BACK!

if you wanna know how many choices i had, come to me, i'll tell you!
it's overload.. waking up early in the morning and knowing i still have stuff to inquire and decide are really bad bad bad, so not refreshing my days.
at least now it's over.
im heading to my 1st year of degree in help.
well, doing commerce/business for my degree.
yeaa some might question me, why business? you can do better than business or stuffs!
HAHA thanks for the compliment, i knowwww. but if everything goes according to what you want, i dont think im a human after all.
some of you guys might really go for what you want or like, but for me, haha i like and i want too manyyy.
so why not start off by earning money with my own business or stuff, then i can expand and do more.yea imaginations again.
but yes i wanna earn, enjoy and fulfill what i've wished.
someday, i will success, i know.=)
how sad, in this reality world, money matters a lotttt, almost everything.
without money, we wont be here, fighting for our lovely future or dream.hah! sarcastic.

just viewed one of my friend's blog, her latest post somehow awakened me.
how lucky am i to have you.
yeaa, how lucky am i how lucky am i how lucky am i ;)
you are there for me no matter what happen and what am i facing.
although you dont really like to talk in a good polite way, i know, all of your sucky words are to cheer me up and advise me.
HAH seriously and honestly, i feel so touched with you baring with me all the time, as when i am facing problems i will kisiao and luanluan siao.==
aiya and lucky you are the victim.
okay larrr i know, my bad.
from choosing overseas or local to which country to go really annoyed me, yet i am excited.
you questioned me, you are the one who wish to go overseas or your dad asked you to?
i kinda stunned with the question, but i do not want to lie, i want and wish to go overseas.
i want to take a look outside from malaysia, look at the world, how nice and how tiny we are.
this doesnt mean that i never thought of you or us.
at first, when the day i will be leaving is still far, what i thought was we will be alright, we will be good, we will be loving and even better, we can do it, we can make it, we are meant for each other blahhhh
but, now, seems like the day is getting nearer(it's not like going today or what-it's a year later but it's like getting nearer day by day), what i thought is i dont think we can make it, after going into a new life in a new country new culture, maybe there might be changes.
maybe at first we are still that good, then soso, then you have your new life without me there and i have my new life without you around, then busy with each life, then problems appear and solved on and off then byebye- not meant for each other.
oh my... =(
and most probably i will be working there for few years after i graduate.
total up, it will be yearssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
not like im not coming back, but less and lesser.
;(

australia is my 1st choice in fact, because i felt that it is nearer to malaysia, and i can feel you nearer to me? haha
yaaaa.sillyyy
and the time doesnt really differs much.
uk, my 2nd choice, seems like way soooo far from you, i cant feel you arghhhh.and time differs greater than aus.hahahhaa
but my heart says, i wanna go uk. i wanna try and enjoy the fun.
then my heart says again, but i will be more far apart from youuuu no matter in km or senses.
haha
headache...
but again, you are there for me, you told me, dont ever think like that, we can make the feel right when i am back (sounds silly but i love it), you just have to think of your study thingy and thats all, dont think of others..
i know you dont want me to leave if there's a choice, but you know i want to fly i want to break through this little cage and have a try outside the world. so you are letting me go
i can feel the sadness from you, i can feel your heart not willing to let me go.
but you dont want to show it, you dont want me to feel bad and hard with my decisions.
i will be back to you, i know.
you know me best.

i hope we can be with each other forever, happily ever after like fairy tales.haha
but life is unpredictable.
i hope i wish and i pray hard.
you lighten my life..
i feel great being with you and your family, i feel homely.


thanks god for giving you to me.
hope for the best for you and me.
loves.
jia you jia you!


p/s: congrats for passing all subjects for your previous sem, and getting the highest score for 2 of the subjects.
i know you can do it! :D hehehe

let's fly together ;)