A Answer.

i dont like you anymore!
it's just a illusion.
erm.it's just a good-man feelings towards you.
i know i dont love you and even like you.
yea.you are good.but doesnt attract me much.
haha.
so,say bye to my wrong-connected feeling.
i am single now.so thats why i have this feeling on you.
i will find someone that i really loveeeee or maybe likeeeee.hahaha
childishchildishhhh.
=)


xoxo
LST

Wishes

christmas passed...
feeling so awful.
my christmas isn't perfect.
it doesnt seems like the white christmas that i dream of.
i cant explain how much i love christmas.
my christmas is always so dull.
hope for a better one next year.
=)



christmas passed,and slowly..
new year is coming.the coming 2009.
hope for the best.
the year of my SPM.
do god bless me...
i promise i will work hard really....
for me,my future,my family....


i want everything.
but everything wont wait for me.
i should chase for everything.
what you think of and hope of,u must succeed yourself.
work urself.dont just pray hard to god.god will only help someone that really do work hard.
come on...our future is in our hand.
you work it,you get it.
that's what i know.
haha.
ka yao sisterssss!


one more thing,
i pray hard to god to protect our earth.
world peace.everyone are protected.
no wars. =) thank god.



new year new things new greetings new me.
i love myself. haha.




xoxo

with love, LST

Love Story.

i love taylor swift for no reason.
she sings the best i think.
=)
kinda obsessed with this song lately.
it reads my mind.
haha



LOVE STORY
-Taylor Swift.



We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

.........



xoxo

sweet sixteen!

i am shy.dont focus on me.haha

suprises from my lovely band.thanks dude

my cake from them.i am the cutest and the biggest one.haha




HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl!
sweet sixteen... =)




i had A greatgreatgreat birthday this year probably because of the suprise.
hehe.
thanks for all the birthday wishessss.
i appreciate it sincerely.


thanks for everything.
thankyou my friends...
thankyou my lovely band.




**thankyou my dearest parents.you are my everything.thanks for borning me out.=X thanks for the care for these years,i know i am a naughty butt.hehe.thanks for tolerating me.thanks for forgiving me.thanks for supporting me.thanks for the giftssss in my life... uncountable thanks to dad and mum.i love you!!! kissessss.... hehe.




sweet sixteen
13/12/2008.
memorable date.
=3




LST.
xoxo

Camp viva!!!

hi everybody
since long time i didnt blog.
i was busying with my camp stuff before that.
exhausted.
i really dont like and hate to have this stupid camp at the first place.
for me,it was so LAME.
i hate doing this doing that.
tired for getting myself busy n crazy.
i thought it was going to be torturing for the pre-camp and during the camp.
that time,i just wanted to get over it as fast as i could.


but now....
i want to make it longer.
i wish it could be longer...
i wish i could make the time pass slowly and steadily.
i miss a lot.
"miss" and miss.
lol.
haha.


honestly,
I ENJOY THE MOMENT
enjoy where everybody work really so hard to make this camp out perfectly.
but of course,nothing is going to be perfect.=)
camp was totally cool
it rocks me out.
it found me.
i love camp.
haha.



i love the sweet moment when all the camp-committee gather around..
tried so hard to figure out something we need,
share the thoughts for the camp,and so on...
more than that,
i love playing,joking,teasing,scolding around with them.
the moment really make sense.
hearts for every camp-committee AND the campers...
for loving and enjoying our camp.
appreciato!
C:

from 8th(pre-night)-11th Dec. 2008,
all of us didnt sleep or even rest for this 4 days.
tough but happpyyy dayssss.
hehehe.
the hard work of us bring happiness to all of ussie.people throughout the camp.
we felt happy if the campers enjoy and are happy in the camp.
hearts for camperssss.
no regret!


at the last day,
alomost everyone cried...
touch...
except for those that are cold-blooded.haha
we cried for the hard work and souls we sacrifice to perfect this camp.(committees)
the campers cried because they hope this camp wont last.they wanted to have the more time with everyone in this camp.(i know this feeling,cause i am one of those before) ....flash-back...
oh dear god,why wont you let the time we get together longer and sweeterterterter...
; |
people cry because they did pay thoroughly for that.
i cry!!!
=X



all friends are friends!
sweet memories are in my heart...keep and lock deeply in my heart.<3
i wanna thanks those commitees and campers.
without one of you,this camp wont be that great.believe me.
=)
thankyou! from the bottom of my heart...
i know,we all missss the camp!

hope for the next one,maybe...
; )



we have good time together.so,why not let uss extend this happiness and perfect enjoyable moment together....
love you all guys!




LST
xoxo

CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH -(Paramore)

oh dear....
it just happen what i hope not to happen.
HE is the boy i crush on...
HE just make things right...
HE is what i hope for... ...
i didnt meant to like him moreeeeee or even that i control myself to like him.... i always tell my heart: it's just a feeling to him because you are alone all the while and you just think he is a good guy.nothing else. yaaa...it always is just a light sweet feeling to him.it always is "nothing else".and i didnt hope for deeper like or admire towards him. impossibleeeeeeee

we two are kids that do not talk to each other but know each other since form 2.add on,he did always join our "gang"...till now,i just realise HIM. view back to the past,he really did appear in my life for many many many timesss.and i didnt realise his appearance.how could i?!=3 he is simply cute,tall,hunk....slim fit body...shy guy.. haha
oh my...the relationship between we two is as if um arranged by dear god since i born.haha.cute huh.i dont know how to explain this.

....at the coming camp,he is accidentaly arranged as a partner with me in the confident walk.at first,he is not the one to be my partner....the one that is could not attend the camp...so he's in.and i thought my partner will not be him.cause my love luck really doesnt seems good.x) more than that,there are hundreds of group to be a part and thousandss of helper(he is one of them) .luck sides me for this time,he is my partner!!! peace....awaiting the day that is just you and me-(Lifehouse) thank god for lending him to me.=) a while is more than enough.haha.

oh ya.i am just back from a party.lame empty party.haha. he was there too. we just chat a few second.i am stupid i know.but i dont want to make it too obvious...i dont want to spread news and rumours about me anymore.small and miserable love is way too good. because of the camp partner lalala stuff,we did chat a few times at msn.full of nonsence we chatting.haha.he like to jerk me out.freak.haha.i get embarrasing sometimes with what he said.he is a devil mania.by the way,he is timid.too timid.a chicken.xD i like chicken... !

honestly,there wont be any ending between us.cause we didnt even start off.hmm.he wont like me.i know it since the first day.who am i???? puhhhh-leassse.a bitch?!bitchest bitch if i am.i cant hope for anything.just can imagine or dream something officially speacial of we two.crazy huuh.
maybe i am right,he loves the girl.the girl suits him more i think.just forget about it.i will wish for his happiness.=) just want to get time with him nice and memorable...yea...this is better...the first time i feel me and "my-love-one" so apart.as if we are not the people we should get on with each other.he is far way too apart from me.the past tense "my-love-one" doesnt make me feel so you know.complicated

he is special,amazing... and the one i knew he is worth to like.true love is hard to find.but "everyone deserves a true love"-(Cinderella 3),so do i... for now,i will maintain this relationship nice and steady to make sure it wont phup! dead off.haha. wish me luck Lim Sue Ting...


*i arent his type,but i know,he is my type.

p/s: catch up with the next post within me and him sooon.xoxo




miss LST...
lovesss