Last performance.

OH MY GOD!
lol.haha
so, i am going to perform for teacher's day with my band-mates.
macam mana?
tak tau.
first time carrying a guitar playing in front of peoples??
gonna puke.
first time being the 2nd guitarist??
gonna die.
i knew i wanted this for how long.. but.. i am not well-prepared yet.
as if i am going to die because of this performance.
probably.must am lian kuatkuat dy.!
no choice.better than shameshame heh
i hope everything will be fine! no one boooo although i play yaiks.namonamo
but honestly it's tough to play a guitar with yourself standing,and as a backup vocal.lol.
everything must be well-practiced and every band-mates must co-operate to work it out.
wish me luck babe!
now gotta train myself hard like hell.haha
but yet,i enjoy music.and i am no way gotta let music goooo!yeeha!



byeeee.
XDXD



everyday is a good day! yep.




LST.

No Title.Free from title.

so i went to Penang at last on tuesday.
reasons...but i am done with expaining around.so just forget about the explaining thingy.
guess what?! we missed the ferry and the last bus because we overjoyed at the beach of Batu Ferringhi.zzz.haha.so we stay over at Penang for one night.
urm.i still didnt get the pictures for the whole trip yet.so will upload and tell stories soon after i get them.maybe after a few days.heh.



kay...my dad went to Bangkok with Uncle Tiong.
so ,left me,my mum and my sis.haha
just now i went for hair cut at Felix there.
quite satisified with my new hair cut.it's simply different with my used-to-be hair.haha
i like it lah!
XDXD
sometimes we must have to make things different or change something we have used to so that we can have more FUN from it,isnt it?i think so lah.hah.XD
you will see my hair cut maybe after school reopen.no matter how youuuu comment,i just love it.different me!steady kaki.lol.syok sendiri saje lah.heh.

then i went home and had my dinner.i had LALA.my lovieeee.heh.i ate a lot.weeee~
foods are part of my life!hah.

my lala!

around 10 30,we went for supper.
we supposed to go MC D.
but close dy la!
haha.
then we changed our destination to KFC.lame.
had a great supper there.heheeeee.
now really superb full!



after supper,online.quite long didnt online dy,haha.
chat with Jared,the Wei Jie.
lol.9 years long friend.heeeh.


parts of our conversation...


... ...
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
haha u more fun ma
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
leng also bo iong
... ...


... ...
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
hami
u more beautiful la
happy le ma
lol
... ...


... ...
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
haha
i say u erm
sweet fun and cute
so ur swunte
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
swunte?
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
yes
sweet + fun + cute
swunte
haha
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
mcm ini pun boleh
geng ah u
hahaha
wah
thx for praising me soososoososososo geng
hahaha
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
haha
different girls have different parts that are special d o
dont try to be someone that ur not
if tht someone dont appreciate u
then he probably dont deserve u


... ...
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
hahaha
suak lo say me nerd
xD
nerd shall rule the world
weyyy
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
haha
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
i gtg liao har
remember o
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
okok
gogogo
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
u are u
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
XDD
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
theres only one u in this world
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
ok
all in my mind nw
hahaha
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
eventhough there are others that is good in their own way always remember that
....
wei jie say that ur swunte
XD
hahaha
SueTingLim Elle-Ass-Tee_LST says:
chim ah! thx sifu!
hahaha
okok
=)
[b][c=63]J*@*r*e*d[/c][/b] says:
good nitex
sleep well

_____________________________ . p/s: thanks lah wei jie.hah.=) make me syok nia.lol



tomorrow going to pasar with my mum since nothing to do.dont want to sleep till soooo late.quite a waste of time.morning is a great moment tau!haha.



kay lah.stop here first.
currently in love and listening to By2's 我知道.
superb nice and touching.heeh.


goodnight everyone.
have a niceeee dream!XDXD





: )



nerd shall rule the world! lol.heh.

Tired.

went to Jazz Concert at Star City at 7 30pm.

8pm,I am surrounded by the Jazzy atmosphere,but my heart is overwhelmed with sadness and frustration.

i cant resist my tension and depression anymore.
i am tired about these.
at first i am trying to enjoy the jazz.but whenever i think about theseee,i cant resist my tears,tears keep rolling in my eyes.but i did not let them crawl out.i suck it back.i cant cry in front of my band mate and in front of unknowns in this formal concert.

my day should be nice and shines.today and tomorrow i think at least.but everything break into pieces.my hope my wish breaksss within a message.cryyy
supposed to go penang tomorrow with Jia Ki and meet my butt-ddiieesss.i missed them badly.we planned over and over again.finally succeed.we are anticipating for the great day tomorrow.

but what,Jh text me and inform me gt meeting tomorrow.last meeting for this badge.i told him i not in dy mah.Cm lailai text me scold me.asked me to go meeting.he said it is a must.i feel like killing myself.what happen to my luck?
everything bad happened on me.i am damn depress.puzzle.dont know where to go.

i am eager enough to go penang,including Jiaki.i dont want to make anyone disappointed even myself.i asked KarMum,Jia Ki and Jing Fei what to do.

at last i choose to fight no matter what will happen tomorrow.you know why?cause i am listening to Keep Holding On that time.and the lyrics awaken me.yea...
at the same time,i am crying.i cant resist my tears.cry like a baby really.my mum saw and ask me what happen.i just ignore her.i wanted to tell her but too long the story.pointless.

i know my best friends will understand me.they know what situation i am in.they will support me no matter what i decide.they will always be there for me.i knew...
yea.i will fight till dead end whatever happen on me.
sorry to my besties.thanks for understanding me.without you all,i dont know how i will turn into.
love besties! :)


currently in love with "to make you feel me love"
awesome.touching and relaxing song.



fighting!
wish you luck tomorrow babe.
i know you can fight for it.
face the problems,solve the problems.
no matter what happen,you will be okay.
;)



goodnight!
LST.



p/s:the jazz concert rocks.theyyyy rock! they play good honestly.i mean ah great! i took picture with them and get their autograph!yeah! =X




hearts.
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1st time felt deeeeep.

here's another post.but with a different mood different thinking and different way.
my best cousin,Kar Mun came back from KL and stay over my house.i am damn excited of course!


we had pillow talk as usual lah whenever we met.
missed her so!
we talked everything happening around us.we share problems.
so few days before,something happened.somekind of rumours or news or whatever blah.
but it is absolutely bad.i felt so down and sad andddd angry anddd funny andddd depressed.i just dont know how to handle it.i've been told that i must handle this problem with care.one wrong step,you will be totally ruined.
i told Kar Mun my problem.
she too felt sad and anger for me.i nearly cried my shit off when i spilt out the problem.
but if i really burst my tears off,nothing to be so shock,i've been crying when i bathed,before i sleep,thinking this problem over and over again.
i felt so lost.i dont know what to do.i asked myself whats wrong?why things happened in a short time?everything was like being arranged.i just dont know how to tell how sad i feel through writing.



but what can i say it is about Friendship.
i dont want to say anymore further because i think there's no point to let the world know.nothing to be proud of.



Best Friends or Friendship are two-way traffic.
both sides must have equally disburse their feelings,thoughts or whatever that are meant to to build up a hard-core friendship.
best friends doesnt exist when there is only one way traffic which means only one side do the pay out for everything but the another side just do nothing.this means the another side doesnt really mean to build up this friendship together.
together makes everything alright.without the together,nothing is avaiable.



Karmun have many besties in her friendships.she is the lucky one.
evrn karmun think that what i faced was so unlucky.and i am the unlucky one to have such friends problems.i do agree with kar mun that i am quite unlucky in picking or having friends.
but maybe i am lucky still compare with others that does not have best friends or true friends.i think... heh.consoling myself.==
sometimes i asked my self.why cant i have a happy perhaps best friends or friendship in my secondary life,without sadness,without arguement,without backstabbing each other,without hatre.i love friends! i honestly tell.but i found that are worth for you to love?to care?to share??
i hope they are.but things that happened really hurts.what they said really hurt me deeply.what can i say still?what can i explain?will my explaination be accepted?who knows?i guess they wont trust me either.i dont want to let this problem extend much more further.i want to solve it!once you didnt solve a problem,the problem will still exist and persecute you.who will suffer?not them.but me myself.i want to solve.eager enough to solve.but what steps should i take.a wrong step may ruin everything you know!i am scared enough to walk out and explain.afraid that the more i explain,the worst it will be.some tell me like this.some tell me like that.let it flow with the air and time?!puzzle.


i keep my fingers cross and hope everything will be fine.i pray hrad to the god.hope god hears me.thanks. :)


thanks for all the share and care and loves from my besties,Kar Mun,Jia Ki and Jing Fei.appreciation from the bottom of my heart.
honestly,you all are there with me no matter what happen.cares about me without fail.happy and luckyyy to have you all.i promise,i will be there for you all too!because i meant to!
Best Friends are two-way traffic ryte! heh. thankyou Kar Mun for teaching me this principle. :3



tomorrow will be a whole new good fine best day.heeeeeeh.


no matter what,i still have to keep going on with my studies.
p/s:my add math teacher asked me to finish the whole form 4 add math revision book within the 1st week of holiday,but i am sorry to say that i've fail to accomplish.felt so bad.but i promise i will finish it up before school reopen!please,lazy bug get away form my body.concentration and harwork needed! wish me luck babe! =)





time to off to bed.
goodnight everyone.
sleep tight!heh.
2:44am 8th Jun 2009.
noted.
Lim Sue Ting

that's me LST! XD




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Synopsis for my mid-term.part 1. XD

so i am back blogging.
okay.dont throw eggs on me.heh.
i know i didnt blog for ages.but really lah lazyyy.XDXD
i always think of topics to blog.but then here goes lim sue ting into a lazy bug when it comes to action.haha.
sorrysorry dudie.

by the way where should i start?!again...zzz
okay.maybe pictures will tell stories better than i am crapping here.hehe.

see!coconut water for the hothot day!i'm lovin' it!

lamee.while helping my dad up,felt boring.had a nice snapshot with my fingers!==

why are cloud so cute?!seketulseketul punye.by the way,save the earth!haha.

==i like capturing pictures around.it's memorable what right.if the picturesss does not have you yourself in it,it will be dull ryte!heh.excuses.geeeee

100% best dad.love us care us!

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actually i for get this date dy,cause after that day,i mampus sick!haha.fever.
you know why fever?cause i worked at asrc for one day as a cashier.
i dont want to work actually.my dad asked me to.cause got what tournament blahhh will be many peoples.haha.then i get myself sick.perhaps not enough water.heh.but honestly,being a cashier is not that easy like what you all think of.herm.at least i learnt something within a damn busy working day.but i pay much too.i get fever you tau tak!i hate that...haha.last holiday,i get myself sick too.what the heck.dont come near me please sickness.haha.

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thennnnn,5th Jun 2009.i went to Penang with my family and my cutie ah ma too.she wanted to go kek lok si.urm,to donate GOLD for the Buddha's statue that is newly build up,processing.haha.kay lah.got somewhere to go is more than enough la.better than lazying at home.

pictures tell stories!heh.

ooh yea!the blue polo T is my favourite! you know why?becauseee my brother bought it for me from US. G.A.P you know!!!nobody know this brand i think.== nevermind.still love it!probably because i feel warm and proud for caring me this sister.hehe.

you know what??!this kinda weird.but i like it.haha.cause of the hair dont know how it shape like lah!XD

bo gam muan take picture with her.XDXD.actually i alone at first,she kepo come add in.so my face remek.XD

that's what i mean Buddha's Goldly made statue.processingggg

sampatly sampat i know...heh
my mum my dad my stupid sis.shhhh.crazyyyy(buddhasssss behind-namonamo)

nerd.haha.

i damn love this picture dont know why!heh

acting or posing?either me dont know.scratching my head.XDXD

syok sendiri la actually.syok saje lah!looks fat.oops


*the white spagetthi top looks nice! but my mum and sis said looks like house wear singlet,nothing special.so i bought sea-green one!yeahhhh.cheeeers!a round applause!thank you!!!!X)



i am tyring my best to enjoy and appreciate my mid term.and yes,i did.heh.hope everything goes well!mwahssss.
:)

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synopsis end.a few little things that i post.haha.enjoy reading it!zzz




sleepyyyyyyy.