"something that happened cannot be erased; it's only left aside until someday it's being unveiled again."
that's what i've just posted in my twitter.
feeling so complicated now.
when something really bad happened, and we're not the one who suffers the pain, we will just comfort the other side saying: come on, take it easy, just let it go, forget about it, it's not a big deal, why take it so serious, dont be sad, cheer up..... what else? everything you and me could think of and probably use it everytime.
but then it always happen to have a conflict with our heart when the situation turns around and yes we are the one who suffers.
what we would react is blame, scold and think about it over and over again.
stress ourselves out again.
say and do are really different.
what to do when you are facing these conflict?
just forget about it.
you cant really scold or blame anyone. cause they will just say 'you say dont take it serious what, you say there's nothing to be angry of, etccccc' or if they didnt say it in your face, they are thinking these in their heart.shame.
well, this is human.
we can comfort others like a pro but we cant comfort or calm ourselves when it's happening to us.
what we're hoping is 'dont ever come unveil my stupid ass scars.every scars made pays a lot; millions zillions of stories behind consist of tears and heartaches.'
what if it happens to be unveiled by no one?
just suck it in, girl!
get rid of it, bitch!
the best way to forget all those shit for even just awhile:
sleep as long as you like!
lst,
with lots of love.
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