Ooops

okay!

just to make the statement clear.

i am not MAD in love.

i am in love.

i still know what should be my first prior.

but i just wanna make things fair and square and happy for all of it.

so you will see my post like cares about my relationship.

no worries.i belum sesat =)

as you can see, i got many post about my relationship stuff just because i dont wanna post photos or stories or wtv new of me and him in public.

i dont really like and it's way tooooooooo public and sounds annoying

thats why my blog will appear to be more about relationship stuffs.

and yes i would like to share my happpiness with all of my lovely peeps.

i know what to do, seriously.

dont think i am sesat or gone crazy with loveee

ahahaha.

sounds like i am one. but hahahahah you gotta know i have no other way to share it out my happiness.

so hehe im so paise if my posts annoy you guys

=P

my pre birthday surprise.

ooops wrote on 12th midnight 1:23am.

now, i am so blissful, i feeel so happy.
the alive of bliss in my heart never stop and fade ever.

okayyyyyy mr chan yong you la for me is a noob
i dont think he will do any romantic things to me
as for the past valentine, birthday or 1st anniversary he also like that saje
so nothing eh pattern
zzz
so i resist myself from thinking further more
dont expect too much from him
i just tell him i want to eat TAO on my birthday that's all.hahahah
no need hi mthink or plan anything.nice and easy for him.
yes he promise, and going there to eat tmr
hahahahahhaha

reached as yest about 10pm.
didnt go out le after that.
didnt meet him on that day then today noon he phoned me told me morning 7pm only sleep.so just wake up awhile saje nia. jiu sun bian phone me ask me what am i doing blah.then he said want to sleep back.i was like cheh. alright he said night 7 30 only together go out eat == okay lorrrr.

then he text me at 7 30 say will pick me up at 8 30 go makan. i was like zzz always change time delay time.
went to hai tao kee eat.after that went his house test bride maid dress.
hahahaha
im the bride maid for his sis wedding
hahahahah
XDXD
then he duno go where la when i am testing, after that i went into his room find him
once i open the door...

OMFG FUCKING SURPRISE!!!!
he played the song love story piano version from youtube which i love it very much.then with the lights and star shape lights on.sparkling like stars
the wall- HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM SUE TING I LOVE YOU ( he draw cut and paste punye)
so romanctic so got feeeeel XDXD
awwwww. then his sis took in chocolate indulgence cake, i was like how come he will buy this cake??? he told me he asked rebecca, thanks rebecca.XD then he took out a bouquet of roses for me, wished me happy birthday.

although it's an advance birthday surprise, but im so so so so happy and surprising.XD
awww, okay la i kinda cry,tears rolling in my eyes wuwuwu
XD
awww,xoxo

he lied to me he continued sleeping in the noon.actually he pi buy these thingy all and do all the surprise stuff hahahah
the star shape light is the light i told him before i love punye wuhu!
gam dong ing!!!
XD

* before that he planned to play the piano version love story for me,but no time to learn and practice.XD thanks anyway hehehhee


XDXD how sweet he is to me, thanks for the everything!!!!


okay lar.show you the video i took hhehehehhe

you.

the beginning of my year 2011 doesnt really start off well.
31st and 1st of jan yes undeniable were awesome!
but then nightmare started.the nightmare i mean is really a headache.
like what i say, decisions are always hard to make.
too many choices are even harder to make decisions..
arghhh..well i think now, all those pissed-off choices come to an end.
i finally decided and yea i guess that's the best pathway.hope it offers me best
turning round and round, and yea at last my old college, say HI!
and yes I M BACK!

if you wanna know how many choices i had, come to me, i'll tell you!
it's overload.. waking up early in the morning and knowing i still have stuff to inquire and decide are really bad bad bad, so not refreshing my days.
at least now it's over.
im heading to my 1st year of degree in help.
well, doing commerce/business for my degree.
yeaa some might question me, why business? you can do better than business or stuffs!
HAHA thanks for the compliment, i knowwww. but if everything goes according to what you want, i dont think im a human after all.
some of you guys might really go for what you want or like, but for me, haha i like and i want too manyyy.
so why not start off by earning money with my own business or stuff, then i can expand and do more.yea imaginations again.
but yes i wanna earn, enjoy and fulfill what i've wished.
someday, i will success, i know.=)
how sad, in this reality world, money matters a lotttt, almost everything.
without money, we wont be here, fighting for our lovely future or dream.hah! sarcastic.

just viewed one of my friend's blog, her latest post somehow awakened me.
how lucky am i to have you.
yeaa, how lucky am i how lucky am i how lucky am i ;)
you are there for me no matter what happen and what am i facing.
although you dont really like to talk in a good polite way, i know, all of your sucky words are to cheer me up and advise me.
HAH seriously and honestly, i feel so touched with you baring with me all the time, as when i am facing problems i will kisiao and luanluan siao.==
aiya and lucky you are the victim.
okay larrr i know, my bad.
from choosing overseas or local to which country to go really annoyed me, yet i am excited.
you questioned me, you are the one who wish to go overseas or your dad asked you to?
i kinda stunned with the question, but i do not want to lie, i want and wish to go overseas.
i want to take a look outside from malaysia, look at the world, how nice and how tiny we are.
this doesnt mean that i never thought of you or us.
at first, when the day i will be leaving is still far, what i thought was we will be alright, we will be good, we will be loving and even better, we can do it, we can make it, we are meant for each other blahhhh
but, now, seems like the day is getting nearer(it's not like going today or what-it's a year later but it's like getting nearer day by day), what i thought is i dont think we can make it, after going into a new life in a new country new culture, maybe there might be changes.
maybe at first we are still that good, then soso, then you have your new life without me there and i have my new life without you around, then busy with each life, then problems appear and solved on and off then byebye- not meant for each other.
oh my... =(
and most probably i will be working there for few years after i graduate.
total up, it will be yearssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
not like im not coming back, but less and lesser.
;(

australia is my 1st choice in fact, because i felt that it is nearer to malaysia, and i can feel you nearer to me? haha
yaaaa.sillyyy
and the time doesnt really differs much.
uk, my 2nd choice, seems like way soooo far from you, i cant feel you arghhhh.and time differs greater than aus.hahahhaa
but my heart says, i wanna go uk. i wanna try and enjoy the fun.
then my heart says again, but i will be more far apart from youuuu no matter in km or senses.
haha
headache...
but again, you are there for me, you told me, dont ever think like that, we can make the feel right when i am back (sounds silly but i love it), you just have to think of your study thingy and thats all, dont think of others..
i know you dont want me to leave if there's a choice, but you know i want to fly i want to break through this little cage and have a try outside the world. so you are letting me go
i can feel the sadness from you, i can feel your heart not willing to let me go.
but you dont want to show it, you dont want me to feel bad and hard with my decisions.
i will be back to you, i know.
you know me best.

i hope we can be with each other forever, happily ever after like fairy tales.haha
but life is unpredictable.
i hope i wish and i pray hard.
you lighten my life..
i feel great being with you and your family, i feel homely.


thanks god for giving you to me.
hope for the best for you and me.
loves.
jia you jia you!


p/s: congrats for passing all subjects for your previous sem, and getting the highest score for 2 of the subjects.
i know you can do it! :D hehehe

let's fly together ;)

december short updates :D

sorry sorry everyone!
didnt update for quite some time le
told ya my december is awesome!!!
too many events need to update
sooooo heheheh really lazy
but i've tried a few times to update, too bad the line damn cacat i want to upload my video and photos also cant
walaoooo
==
siennnn.
nvm la.i will try my best to update asap
hehehehe
ok la

upcoming post----
my pre-surprise from chan yongyou
my 18th birthday
my taiwan trip
my christmas family gathering & ah ma's birthday
yongyou's sister wedding from 25th - 26th
hatyai trip

thennnn future event post
hahahaa
which is coming~ tomorrow wuhu
new year countdown party and sleepover
pg trip and shopping
anddddd blahhhhh
not sure yet
HAHAHAHA!!!

and so sorry to lv shan sis
i am supposed to attend her wedding dinner on 29th
buttt i cant reach as in time from hatyai
when i reach home ady 9 30!!!
wedding dinner also going to end liao
zzz
so sorry
but wish you happily ever after!
ka yao dear sis!
=)
must be blissful!~
hehehehe



okay laaaa
wait for my upcoming post okay~
hehehehe
=)
i loveeee december! awesomeeeeee
wahahhahaa

REBECCA CHIEW :)

haihhh
seriously, once you stop for some time from blogging, you will slack even moreeeee.
==
okay so i am here, back again to blog
i know some of you guys are waiting for my recent post.hehehe
XD

this post is about a da fei name- REBECCA CHIEW VAI YENG!
0.0
aahahhahaa.
met her and get to know her during the 2nd sem? yes, 2nd sem, april if im not mistaken
hehehehe
okayyy, we had the same class for two subjects, which were tourism and human com.hahaha
i talked to her or she talked to me first? forgotten
XDXD
but that time her fringe tied up punye, and small eyes.. XDXD
like japan mui! hahaahahha
and that time everytme when i see her, i will notice her eyelid got something tatt chut lei. but i dont know what's that and i also dare not ask
sooooo hahahaha after we kinda become gooood friends liao, i just tau it's double eyelid tape
==
lol her!!!
okkk laaaa
her personalities and characteristics are kinda same like mine.hahahahaha
sampat! zi lian! lame! LOL! siao keek! anddddddd very bising! talkative! XDXD
hahahahahha
that's why we are now good friends.. best friends? urm you know i know la rebecca chiewwww
hahahahahahah

i told her, i wont like say BFF words to her, i am scared..seriously. maybe because she lives far apart from me, and she got her own high school friends which get along with her longer than me? .... much moree...
perhaps. hahahahaha
hahaha that stupid rebecca said to me, although i always sour her, she knows actually i very sayang her d.
awwwww.. this is true my dear. and hahaha you know me well.
you knoww my every action. when i am so rude or wtv, you know actually what i mean and what i really feel or care.
im justtt not daring enough to open my heart? omg so lessss. XD
i hope when i treat someone as my bff, she too will treat me as her bff. thats why i am scareddd
but yes, rebecca chiew, i hope and i want us to be BFF!
although now we're far apart =(
nvm, our hearts are connected =)
hehehhehe
best friends are ... although both didnt contact or meet frequently, when they meet up, it's still the old them and words between both will not end... when both didnt talk, they still will feel normal but not gan ga =) these are my definitions.

hhahahhahaa
rebecca chiew... you influence meeeeee
the most obvious punye!!!
.... you will always remind me or whoever before me or they left : 小心走路啊!小心驾车啊!小心啊!~~~
ahahahahaha
whenever i wanna walk back my hostel or where or what la, she will always say this and remind me theseeeeee hahahahahha
and whoever also la, she also will remind them =)
but i think only closer person gua
so, means i am included!
hehehehehhehe
and she LOVES TO FART!!!
but i am not influenced at alll
luckily omg
==


and now, i will also say this to thoseeee going to drive home or wtv.
awww
this is one of the characteristics i like about herrrr
=)
hehehehehhe

that day after our finals, we went to neway happy!
then days before, you told me you will prepare a farewell present for me.and it's a surprise.. will surprise me gaogao worrr... o.0 hahahahaha
you brought it that day, but you ddidnt want to give me yet.
you gave it to me after i reach my hostel.hahahahha
we both hugged, the last sentence i told her face to face - 要照顾自己啊 and i can see tears rolling in your eyes ;(
i know you surely will miss me
XDXD
you reminded me: open it after you go in your room! ==

and hahahahahah
the present!
the blue dress i've tried on in one u before that..
she asked me to wear on my birthday and i did =) for you!hehehehe
and a card
awwww.
ok la show you guys my happiness and gamdong-ness
XDXD
and yess, i am surprised, i cant believe that you actually spend time in doing the nice and full of your xin yi d card for me and also like remember my birthday blahhh awww
she and wan zhan bought that dress for me.
awww thanks dear =)
the card is awesome to the max!
hahaha
i cried ok rebecca chiew!
what i feel that time ----- i own this best friend. i am glad to have this best friend!
I CRIED OK! see this rebecca chiew.
i am not tie shi xin chang naaaaa
hahahahah

rebecca chiew is 幸福小胖妞!黑猪!大肥!
ahahahahah
i love you rebecca chiew!
=)
i miss you anddddd hehe hope we can meet each other again =(
awww sounds so saddddd
hahahahahah
okay la we will meet both again d laaaa
ahhahahahaha
next year maybe!
no matter where i will pi study, i will still go and find you!
hahahahahahhaha

muacks
take good care ok!
miss you this sampat dafei!


tadaaa~
the cardddd

front page

2nd pageee

3rd pageee

last pageee

her so called cute turtle :D

that day i tried on this in kitschen =) niceee

and she felt it looks nice on me and she bought me the dress.and yes dear i wore it on my birthday,as you wish to see =)

xoxo.

♥

party's about to on!

yo
ssup guys!
ahhahaha
nahhh just trying to act like yoyo man
LOL

1st paper byebye liao!
one down 3 more to go babe!
=D
yes tmr is the 2nd paper.STATISTIC
==
alright, i have done studying stats.
hehehhehe
but later might have to look through again, in case i forget all the formulas==
hahhahaha
i am so excited weyyyy!
yest night- saturday, i missed out the fun in alor star!
damn it.
partyyyyyyyyy~ woooots.
well, it's okayyyy
more upcoming fun after my damn final~!
shout like hell babe!!!
aiyo but going to leave kl for some time i guess???
herm i will be missing kl seriously... the fun here hahahahahahaha
XD
okay laaa will miss rebecca chiew too =D
hehehhehe just to tam her.0.0

imma going to party hard after final!
wuhu! screammmmmm~~~
XDXD
clubbing and drinking session will not be missed out man!
wow let's shake shake shake shake~ let's rock rock rock rock
then of course fun session, ie meeting up with friends, gossip, cheong k and blah!
ahhhh screammmm againnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahha
IT'S DECEMBER OKAYYYY!
last month or the year 2010!
and yes, will be legal this month, ie going to be 18th!!!
alright, i know la most of my peeps will be turning into 19th, but haha only me, turning into 18th!
HAHAHAHA
but I LOVE~!
XD
i love decemeber! i dont mind hehehehe
imma decemeber baby
:D
wooooots

well, have to think for my degree and college blah for next year tooo
haih!
kayao LST!
wuhuuuuuuuuu
going to move out my everything from my hostel
:D
will certainly be a tough mission, too many things wey
every time i came back from alor star, surely i will bring some things back zzz
no idea how, but herm will load some at my cousin's house 1st.
will come back to take them all back soooooon
:DDDDDDDD

PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR!
hahahahhaha
yes yes
==
i am planning all my rock party plans in my mind hahahahaahaa
party everyday papapaparty everyday!~


kisiao liao.
hahahaha.
alright stop kisiao ing liao.hehehe
thats all.
my hyper mood should stop now!!!
friday 12 30 pm, then i am done!
then party!!!
==
hahahahhahahahha


ciao guys!
all the best for ya final!
B)



life's short so play hard!
=D

bye whitehairband !

OMG
look at my lovely white hairband!
supposed to be very cantik punye
and i super love punye
but then thanks to my E.L- elephant leg!
patah jor.
i was lying on my bed, i knew my hairband was on the bed too, but i kinda like urm forgotten the position of it liao, then i leave down my EL wuhu i heard piak== i knew something was wrong
yes my hairband! cacat liao==
kns 0.0





sorry to my white hairband =S
started to use my red hairband!
awesome LOL
how bad ==
nice too ma hor hahahahahahhaha
from sinma
2 for rm5 is it? forgotten, bought with qing
hahahahahahah






okayokay
i know i am so lame,studying ma
i am damn bored of studying la
so saje come blog XD
tmr is the 1st day of final
dumb ass malaysian studies really pissed me off
many problems came to me days ago
today morning, yes everything settled.
thanks to my parents and him ;)
hehehehehhe
kayao kayao!!!
wuhuuuuu

dying...... wo hen sien!
how good if i can no need to study then just put the books under my pillow, sleep gaogao then every info fly into my brain
LOL
0.0
hahahahah





alright, back to studies!
ciao everyone!
kayao and goodluck for all of you!
hehehehehehe


with love!
LSTrocks.
LOL
:DDDDD