05/03/2010 - a visit to Raffles and PJCAD.

okay.the pictures arrangement is actually from the bottom to the top.
=DDDD
why do i visit this both colleges?
urm.thought of switching course? yaaaaa.
but still considering.
have discussed with my parents and counselors.
my parents give full support to me no matter what am i going to choose later on as long as i dont regret or what.haha
my brother did discuss with me too.
haha.
he too says everything is up to me.if i am not happy with the courses now or i mean i dont like the courses now,it's better to switch now then dragging the time and wasting it.
however! good to say that! i havent decided.
anddd melissa is going there for her further studies in visual communication at raffles.


guess what, i dream or decided or insist to be a fashion designer since standard 6
omg!~
ahha.lame ryte.
yeaaaa.dont laugh or tease me blah.
i am a human what.i can have dreams and everything like everyone else in this world.==
okayyyy maybe i am not that fashionable. ;3 but as long as i got the creativity and idea,that proves ryte hah!
stop comforting myself.
i am not sure with myself.lol!!!

dont crap liao.
look at my photos!
=DDDD

i went pjcad first as it is nearer to my hostel.easier.haah.
so please scroll down to the bottom first!

pjcad and raffles is good in different aspects.
of course raffles impressed me more.
raffles emphasize fashion design more than pjcad does.
heh.
and ya! haha.
i get two free invites to Raffles Graduation Fashion Show on the 24th mar.
wuhu!
how i get it? i've no idea,it happens like that.
normal students or whoever that wanted to attend have to pay rm100 ticket.
imma potential student so i can get for free,jason says.
but ya la just joke around.haha
and wuu it will be help at J.W Mariot hotel.5 stars hotel.in the grand ball room.
i am ready to go babe! ahha
and the another invites i have invite jiaki,but depends on her la.
if she is not going then i might be inviting jasmine or farah.
=DDDDDDDDD
it's a formal one.how grand it is.omg

==


thanks to qing and ker ling for accompanying me to the visit =)
farah wanted to go too as she have the passion in fashion design too.haha.
but too bad she cant make it at last.


there's another option- continue my foundation first then only decide
the 3rd option- switch to taylor's for diploma in hospitality

too excited to take picture with me i guess =D

posing with "jason's pose" ==

XD

how cool is Raffles, of course the fees is cool too ==

nice one! haha. designers are working hard for their graduation fashion show.

i like this =) although a lil cacat with my standing pose and my face ==

i stand damn rudely i know.haha.
because i am not polite==

calling theee taxi driver!but end up my SEK friend,jason sent us to klcc haha!i told you i am sek with him liao!

when i po pek po pek, my hand and legs ko cant still, move here move there.all pattern keluar semua.everyone knows.so, people that just know me totally will get shocked when i start to talk like crazy ==

start to po pek po pek.shua used to describe me like that.sounds very talkative lol! although i am

i like the black designed-chair!

jason,the counselor of Raffles.i've know him like since last year end== i've talk to him.haha.sek liao! ==

model staircase too

the models and plans

gosh.tiny chair model.my hand == imagine how tough to make it

i want this! cause it's in star-shaped! heh

wulala.cool to sit.haha


after visiting pjcad, we move on to Raffles (my dream college) haha.
impressed me ==

pjcad!

the counselor aka the graphic design lecturer-Martin.(he impressed me) =D

looks like i am a potential student ryte.like very GENG! ahha.

my face pong gaolat!

then, wait for the counselor in a room * i like this for no why ==

=D actually there is a window in front of me.so i cant take the photo from front.thats why a lil cacat ==

;P

the designed-shoes!i think i need to make a better pose == looks funny.

look at the designed-bags hanging up there! all damn geng! haha

flip there books.

aww how cute all of these! geng ah!

waa my face like blurrrrrr
lol

students gallery

finally reached! :D

waiting for taxi.actually no idea where is where.agak sajeeee

aunty bo lat liao leh.need to stand.==

ker ling!~

qing~!

in the LRT.full of people! cramp

Sue Ning! =)

she said it's her favourite breed! thanks to me la dui! i choose it.haha =)

sue ning and bibong== walao dumbo name haha!

huggable and lovable like you lar. you say punye == beh paise

i love you! although my writing sucks.i wrote it in the car.cant blame me la haha

it's all from yy! =DDD



yea la i know you surely feel so pampered when you receive theeee presents! haha
dont worry!
i will be right here waiting for you to come back and rock to the max of the max with me!
that's part of our dream ryte!
haha =)


PLAY MY MUSIC!
( you gonna love it, shake it shake it rock it rock it! )


Music
Turn on that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel the ground (can't feel the ground)
Say goodbye to all my fears
One good song they disappear
And nothing in the world can bring me down (bring me down)

Hand clapping
Hip shaking
Heartbreaking
There's no faking
What you feel when your riding home
Yeah, yeah

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just want to play my music
Whoa (music)

Got my six string on my back
Don't need anything but that
Everything I want is here with me (here with me)
So forget that fancy car
I don't need to go that far
What's driving me is following my dreams, yeah

Hand clapping
Earth shaking
Heartbreaking
There's no faking
What you feel when your on a roll
Yeah, yeah

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
I just wanna play my music

Can't imagine what it'd be like (what it be like)
Without the sound of all my hero's singing all my favorite songs
So I can sing along

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music

Music's in my soul
I can hear it everyday, everynight
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no no
I just wanna play my music
All night long

Yeah



yeepie!~
feel like singing dancing shouting screaming crazy-ing rocking
lol!
we used to sing like crazy
dance like siao po.we miang! haha
i miang you you miang me shake it shake it shake it!
babe~! be back fast! i gonna sing with you rock with you and miang dance with you!
you know itttt ahhaha!
wulalala
lotsa lotsa hawt hawt rawk rawk==



miss you la my super long friend liao lol!






* saw a worm in my hostel room just now when i am day-dreaming!
i was like omg macam mana!
i hope that you're there.but you're not and you're sleeping==
i yell for qing! she pun chuakkkk hhaha
then she called her man zhan yi==
after chuak here chuak there, i decided to spray the insecticide spray on that super stupid worm
ng for a few times. i cant tahan. thinking of all the dumb dumb possibilities.haha
at last i spray it to the might. for a few times i think. press it again and again. ahha.
the whole room is like overwhelmed by the smell.
nearly puke.
then qing wrap it up with tissues and throw it into a black plastic bag then we two throw it into the big rubbish room outside thereeee.
ewwwww go away la insectsss i super hate it
it looks like a piece of remek tissue or paper.but it has black sucky mouth yucks!
it eats hair! i think. haha lameeee
feel so braveeee
a round applause!!! B)
then i cant tahan.since i am so semangat, i sweep the floor and mop the whole room for thrice
haha
how hardwoking am i.
i couldnt sleep if i didnt clean up the room, feels like unsafe, surrounded by all the stupid insects
omg!
haha.now feel so mmmm freshy! haha
feel proud of myself =)
after cleaning, i make myself a cup of neslo. too bad dont have ice =(
hha.
now blogging then later i am going to have a comfortable bath!
haha.
=DDDDD



at least i feel a lil good today!
not thinking too much but exploring some fun =)
food makes me feel great!
i eat great one when i am =( or =|
hhaha
then i will turn =) =D =P XD XP X)
haha.







getting used to it.
slowly getting like feel nothing although we contact less.as if i dont mind, i dont care? herm.
is it consider good?
yea. as you say, maybe it's good to you.
=)




hearts!
<3

thoughtss!

if only you can understand.
these days feel like want to start with this sentence in everything.


i didnt attend class today because headache X)
haha.
i cant sleep well yest!
slept around 7.==

...

wondering why these days i am super eagerly hope that i am fully 18th!
haha
yest i went to maybank with my cousin, qing to do an ATM card.
too bad i am not yet fully 18th so i cant do one.
i want to take all the money out! =D
==
so baddddd
qing's birthday just passed so she can create one la.
then my money got stuck la dui!
haha. not enough money dy. this coming friday i have to hand in the rental
moreover, now the money left is just rm250==
told my dad to use qing's account to transfer money for me first.if not i can die here ==

and!
if i am 18th, feel like big girl as if 18th the numbering or maybe it sounds like big girl.haha
then maybe more and more and more freedom.lol
haha
then i can take my own passport, keep it in my own then once i got enough money, i will go travel =)
haha.how nice. then go rock wuhu!
go find suening at canada, go find jared at uk, go find bro and jher hau at us, go find cousins at aus, go paris, go where still? everywhere laaaaa
ahah.

dont know why i super duper hyper want to celebrate my birthday.
i mean i feel like i want to have a birthday party==
feel like waant to buy lotsa cakes all different flavours colours blah, then blow candles then eat up allll the cakes~!! so colourful so wonderful so blissful.
then i get many many presents and warm greetings from everyone haha.
everytime when it is my birthday, i feel so pampered, so like many people sayang me, so like a baby ==
haha!
it's too early to think for my birthday!wake up la you.ahha
it's just the beginning of the year lol!
then hor(continuing)
all my dearest friends and him come to celebrate with me.
everyone super happy
then get hugs and kisses from every lovely one ==
so miang! haha
then rock out the nights.
haha :)
probably seeing too many cakes today.
feel like i want sapu all the cakes!

erk herm(clearing my throat)
thymes cake shop! i specially promote!
too yummyyyyy!~ starvinggggg my god.
the cakes are awesome! i can feel it in my mouth and my stomach! blisssss with food
haha

later i am going to have dinner at fish & co.
wuhu!~
i am going to have the new york fish and chip==
omggg it is contented with cheeeseeee =P
my favourite!
wulala


seriously, i love food!
how can i resist food?!
==
i hope to eat every goodies in this whole wide world.
taste every different thingy sounds so great!~
=)

If.

what i want?
i dont know what i want
i want it seriously but do you think i can?
i dont have the confidence in myself either :|
if i have any chance.
if i have any option
if i have any better one
if only you can understand
if only i can understand
if only i can stand still
if only i can withstand everything
if only it's the fate
if only i am the one
=|


my mind is blank!
after bathing, i just sat on my bed, wondering what to do.
what useful thing to do.
i dont know what to do
like empty minded
no water anymore, go do a cup of instant kek hwa==
switch on the pc, see this see that.
then start blogging.
headache again helllll


i need something to boost up my life my spirit
i call wei thing.she is currently in ns.
talk with her for about half an hour.
how wonderful is her dream, it use to be part of my dream too haha!
i still remember =)
so can i?
really can??


i am going back to get my spm results on 15th, immediately after my class.
it will be released on 16th!
oh gawsh!~
please be good, but if can, please be great!
i need scholarships tooo la hell
hope i can get the best
namonamo

thinking not to come back after getting my result.
i mean maybe go scream and shout till my ass drop first only come back hah!
planning planning!
i think my dad will be okay with it gok.
just say oh i am going to travel somewhere a few days with my friends as we just get our spm results, we wanna go rock! >< !
everybody will be back that time heeeeee
baguih!~


i cant wait for this friday
i am not sure whether can i
but i am sure i must and have to take a look in it seriously
maybe it turns out to be the one?! ==



blah blah blah!

=(

i am unhappy and unsatisfied with my study life now.
i chat with my brother just now.
tears trickling down.
i dont feel the excitement to attend class at all.
why?
because i know these arent what i want,expect and hope for.
everyday when i wake up,i was like oh no have to attend class again.
i dont have the ohm the power the strength to move on everyday.
i drag myself to school.
i was like this is my reponsibility, i have to.
but i know these arent what i wish for.
is college life like this?
i dont like it.
i thought college life should be wonderful, not to say wonderful.
but maybe full of fun and joy.
a place a condition an environment that i like i love and i am willing to move on everyday.
this aint a thing that i have full of anticipation for everyday.
everyday, i just hope the class and the day end as fast as possible.
=(



-i just wanna scream and lose control, throw my hand and let it go, forget about everything and runaway~
-throw it away forget yesterday we ll make the great escape.
-and even when your hope is gone, move along move along like i know you'll too

everytime when i am seriously depressed, these part of lyrics will come to my mind.
and i will listen for the whole day until i am okay
hope it works.
;)






nights!
serious headache.
nearly pengsan when i am going to the toilet
==

wonderful colourful blissful!~

dont kill me for uploading your naked photos! haha ==
although it sucks lah! XDXD nvm,i suka can liao!
wow miang betul ==

my sewing! although it sucks!

see the hands! the difference.left one so pity haih.

see!!! the left hand is stil fit and stiff! look at the right one.the skin also nua nua ki.the flesh missing all.how dare you bully my bunny till cacat! ish

his face was like "tuudia so ugly" teasing me

my art work! and his == his cacat punye

trying to show off his nail-polish skills==

honey you look hawt!

zhan sheng and shu yee

joseph, tubak and treeee

ks tim and ultragal! ==

honey and ceavs

i like this! eeee smileee hahaha

yello sir! blah with tree bro==

the night of flowers =)

happy 17th birthday honey! i come back for you leh! shhhh hahaha!

at his penang apartment.== horrible!guys are really guys. terrible.==





i can smile without you!~
but, i will feel like smiling and laughing more and better with you around.
even prettier and blissful smile =)
i was in front the mirror washing my
hands,
suddenly you hug me from the back with the jacket unzip and surround me with the unzipped jacket tightly.
i look at the mirror, i smile with bliss, that's my man and that's what and how we are.
blushing.remembering my face so pinkish so rosy== haha.
we look at the mirror. difficult to describe how it feels that way round.


i wont forget the blissful feeling when you ask me to wear into the same jacket that you're wearing that time.so close so warm.
both of us wearing the same jacket, fit into the same jacket.
find it hard to move,like robot. hands tersangkut. when my hand move, he too have to move.
when he want to sit, he couldnt, he has to ask me to sit down at the same time because 2 people in one jacket== tersangkut lah ni!==

too bad i forgot to ask li take picture of both of us in that funny scene==
li still laughing hahaha :3


thanks for the memories =)

=]

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds, she is not fine at all.

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.

When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says ' I love you ', she means it.

When a girl says ' I miss you ' , no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person



Find a guy
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses
your forehead.

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

who holds your hand in front of his friends.

who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '