chan yong you.

you're still that charming
still that cute
still that skinny
still that "stiff smile"
still that funnyyyyy
saw your recent look through some new photos in fb
you've cut your hair
still look so gooooood
looking you through the screen, makes me wanna hug you
;(
how much i hope you are here, give me a hug pleaseeee
awww. i want you!!! ishhh.
I like you in 2 photos
you try to smile showing your teeth but you actually grinned
hahahaha
so cute
ya la you cant smile hoho lai eh
but i super like you smile showing your teeth
but be more natural la
><

you're still the same you chan yong you
but
the only difference is that you're not mine anymore
this seriously comes to an end
i have nothing else to hope for
what i want is you to be better, healthier, wiser, and everything good comes to you
i want you to get the best in your life and your future
dont worry
you wont be any worse
because i always will pray hard for you
you're the only one that i seriously in love with, want to be with forever.
i guess our relationship is not strong enough to fight with upcoming difficulties
i guess we're just not that suitable for each other
perhaps or for sure one day you will find someone as your long life partner, i sure will jealous but i hope she will be the greatest one and give you whatever you want.
she must be better than me
yala i admit that i am kinda terrible
so sorry for everything that i've did to you in the past
no matter in what way that i make you sad, angry, tulan, pekchek, hurt blahhhh
so so so sorry

btw, you must kayao for your future dont make your family disappoiinted!
and me although whatever i think and feel to you is not important anymore
but i am still here concerning you always.
must be responsible in what you do
you're not any 18 19 year-old teen anymore
you're 20 this year
you have to be more mature
i believe you can do that
i never look down on you never think that you cant before
because i simply have the faith and trust on you that you will succeed one day you will be the best man ever trust yourself

lastly, i hope you can get rid of your past of being hurt and sad deeply
you can do it!
past is past look forward
i told you before, someone will appreciate your good
dont stop in giving and receiving
accept and receive someone's good with a wide heart
and give your good to that one you feel that it's worth it
dont lock yourself up
you cant feel and enjoy the two way relationship that it is supposed to be
i fail in this relationship but i never regret
you are so that worthy to me for loving you caring you adoring you sayang you sacrificing for you
you are so special.special person that i ever met in my life
proud to say that you're the one i love the most in my life

seriously and honestly, i am so jealous and envy evelyn the one you love the most in your life she was so blissful to have you to love her adore her sayang her care her sacrifice for her the most
sometimes how i hope i am her
but i cant and i wont be her i know
it's impossible
but at least not too less?
maybe this is karma ;(
but i never regret having you although i dont have the fully you
but at least i think not less than half of you
from the day we started, i am wondering when will you totally fall into me?
how only will you fall into me?
i dont know.i have done everything i can all this while
i believe as long as i use my heart to love you care you sayang you treat you the best
someday, you will realise and get touched and love me.
that's truth of heart haha
if i am evelyn, i will be soooooooo happy and blissful ><
at least i am so sayang by you
not that you didnt sayang me
but maybe not that much like you used to sayang her
why so jealous lst! no la.just envy ==!
i got my own good maaaaaa(consoling)
should not ask for too much
but aiya everything ended.so dont siao liao.
==
just thoughts and feelings la ok.
lol.


must take care you know
i will bless you, share my luck with you( although i dont really have great luck), i want all the best to you
good luck dear ( the last time i called)
i love you
seriously love you
no matter what happen in the future, just remember that i am always here for you
only with different status
must remember and keep all the best memories between us.
i would certainly be happy if sometimes or maybe once or twice, you will take it out, remember it.i dont hope much.
just want you to remember me this girl that exist in your life before
;(
dont forget me
dont forget us
dont forget our memories
i miss you ;(


kayao!
all the best!
greatest luck!
take care!
dont sleep late!
mind your health please!
health is wealth!



lots of love,
Lim Sue Ting

muacks
love you most!
i love you
always have,always will
;)