Wednesday-not FUN

it's wednesday.
honestly,i dont like wednesday.
it's a little too moody for wednesday.because it is namely WEDNESDAY
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i feel so bad and so sorry.
dont know how to express what i feel.
luck is not with me all this while.
especially these days.
my heart is soaring with fear.


who knows what i feel now.
i hope nothing ever happened between us.
i like the 11/08/09 us.
that should be the way we get along.
but it seems like everything went weird within a night.
yea..it feels like everything change to be awkward.
seems like our heart and relationship get stuck.


i hope everything will be fine.
it's only a matter of time to make everything fine.
i cant guarantee that everything will be back to normal.as it did happen.
i know truly that you will feel fear.
but then i am sure that my fear wont be less than anyone in this world.
i am greatly fear.
i hope to get the best of both worlds.
but really sometimes it seems to be tough to make everything goes in the way i want.
what i can do is to try my veryvery best.hope it helps.hope it will make you feel better.


i swear from my heart that i will sacrifice anything to protect our relationship.
i didnt mean that i am a super damn good person.
but i think it is a normal act for everyone if they are in my situation.i believe they will do so too.
i adore you i love you i sayang you i like you i will protect you as this is what i should do as a best friend.
no one will hurt you betray you make you upset as i am here for you.
i say it i mean it.
best friends cant be describe as forever as things change in every single second.
but right now,you are my besties although maybe i am not yours.
it's tough to maintain or perfect a relationship.i've tried all this while.
it's okay...


no matter what happen in the future or maybe the next second,i am still here for you.
this is what best friend means.
my option.



pray hard that everything will be fine and get back to normal like always.
hope everything goes well.
=)))))))




*everyday is a good day!
it only takes a step to make a day super good.
just keep SMILING.keep ROCKING.
i smile i rock i laugh i live my life up i fresh myself up.
: ) (: :) :) smileeeeeeeeee.heeeeeee




i miss you.
alwaysss.
you blew my mind dear
i like you more than everyone does.




you are a shark then i am the ocean.
you belong with me.ever.
XDXD

white horse.
suits the mood of the day.

everyone deserves a true love. : )
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