blahblahblah.

best friends or friends?friends or enemy?
what a headache.
i am thinking too much.
sometimes,i dont i am really your best friend.
you say so,i heard.but i couldnt know or hear what your heart really mean.
i feel so empty.
you are my best friend,honestly.but am i yours?
i cant bet it.
selfish-me..hope for you are my only one best friend.but you seems to have more-than-one best friends.i doubt i am one of them.but then i hope i am the only one for you.(selfish thinking)i admit.
is it better if we two are just friends that are better than normal friends.no worries...=)
even now..i doubt that are you my best friend?!
this problem will never be your problem before because that is nothing for you.and thesee do not meant anything for you.but it meant everything for me.
i really think that i am crazy insane..sometimes.
too much to think.somehow,i hope for a relaxing holiday without worriesssss.
i just can conclude the relationship between me and you with "friendy-friends which share a same hobby and interest....blahblahblah." lets make it much more simpler than complicated-(Avril.L) it. =P

TRUST and UNDOUBTED
anyway,i really have a cousin-BF.Kar Mun.she is totally a charm.i like her much.we gossip whatever we knew.haha.that are what cousin are meant for.i think.there are no secrets between us.but secrets are the things we keep together from everybody. x) sueting-karmun the evil the devil the sampatly disaster.hahaha.i am going to stay over her house at kl this end of the month.i am so freaking happy to be there.it's time for us to gossip till late night! excited. awaiting.full of anticipation.she is really my best-trusted friend that i havent doubted. Kar Mun the awesome.i LOVE you.

oh yay.still got a little-dolly i havent mention.Jia Ki.she is also the one that i trusted much.no reasons for trusting her so much.cause she make the feel so right.haha.she told me that she is not a well-trusted girl.but wey jia ki,i just so trust you.although maybe..you are not.hahaha.she is the one that could listen me murmuring,mumbling quietly without denying my thoughts.she did also give me her opinion.i appreciate her opinion and thoughts.thanks for consoling,leading me when i am lost.i am happy to have you.honestly x infinity... i do believe you treat me sincerely too.i am so lucky to know you.Jia Ki,thanks.and I LOVE YOU. =D dont cry if you saw this article.just want to express what i really think. C :

i need some time to make myself right.
i have to balance my heart and souls.
=D




p/s:* i just came back from kuching,sarawak.a relaxing-tiring journey.haha.hard to explain.x) i will share some stories and photos pretty soon when i uploaded the pictues.damn awesome there.
*i am finding a book.PS I LOVE YOU.i find for years.all sold out wherever i went to.eeeee.hate.i saw it when i was at a shopping centre,kuching.but i didnt buy.nerd...now i couldnt see one now.
*i bought the book i wanted and find for so long.confessions of teen nanny: juicysecrets.i finished the part one and part two.now i want to finish you dudie.x)



HAPPY HOLIDAY TO EVERYONE I LOVE!!!
Do MISS Me. =3



hakuna matata.
it means no worries and problem-free blahblahblah.
i greet myself everyday. ceeeessss.haha.
secrets to be happy.




with LOVE,
Sue Ting.