simple simple update

Hi everyone,

am so sorry. i still cant adapt the blogging habit back like i used to.

but i feel like blogging right now because i just read the comment by LSS in the previous post

that's my motivation of keep blogging cause you guys really care and will read what i'd written :)

yeah FIRST HAPPY NEWS,

i got my IPHONE 5 babe!

okay it's been a week since i got it -.-

finally i got my own smartphone. no more nokia noob phone and no more using bf's iphone to insta and no more envying others having smartphone but not me.kekeke

I CAN INSTA NOW! :D 

and yesh that's the reason for not blogging frequently.

instagram is like facebook, twitter and blog.

latest news, look and everything you want to say or show can be shown in instagram.

sooooo easy. that's why WHY TYPE SO LONG WHEN YOU CAN TAKE  NICE PHOTO, UPLOAD IT AND THE REST OF THE WORLD KNOWS.

no matter how, only words can truly describe and explain my thoughts.

last monday, 

i went to THORPE PARK in STAINES

it's fun! but why rain.rain, you just ruined our hyper moood. it's freezing cold there.

I AM TIMID. i dont really like playing theseeeee extreme games. i can dieeeee.

but what to do, i must show i can.lol.me being ego.

i dont want to show my chicken side.hahaha so i dont care, whatever they played, i played as well.

wellll, it turned up quite good. afterall it's just a ride going up down turn around that's all.

i kept telling myself, everything will be over in minutes or maybe seconds. then i just pushed myself up to the ride and GOOOOOOOOOOO.

and good to say that, that worked pretty well. i went for like 7 different rides but in fact the rides are almost the same like what i said go up down turn around then that's all. haha

after a few rides, I FELT SO NUMBED. i didint even scream after that. my mind was all about I WANT T GO HOME ASAP, I'M TOO TIRED (1st day of period- damnnnnn)

and we went to GHOST HOUSE----- THE SAW ALIVE.

so basically everything and every workers inside were all like the saw movie. that's what i know cause i didnt really watch the movie before.toooo scary to me.  hahaha

i was soooooooo nervous at first but because of my laziness and tiredness and cant-wait-to-go-back-ness, 

i didnt even shout or get frightened. but it's also all the same. they will come scare you, touch you and make scary sounds. 

i'm sooooooooooooo GENG! i am a grown up now! haha when you realise there's nothing to scare off.

:D awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i am so busy lately, sigh sigh sigh

monday and wednesday got this culture dance practice for South East Asia (SEA) night.

tuesday thursday or weekends i got this netball practice for Nottingham Games.

WO HEN LEI A!

but nottingham game is on this saturday so this gonna end soon

THEN next monday - accounting test OMG; wedesday- law assignment due date =(

SEA night is on the end of nov.

soonsooooooon.

cant wait to get everything done and rest my fat ass ><

okay got to go shower now!

soon to be continued haha!

bye everyone.

good day!

:D

LST.

happy mode ONZ

anyehaseiyo! haha okay i dont know is my spelling right but as long as you get me right! :)

so into runningman lately.i know i am so late and outdated.
but at least i catch up a bit i guess?
hehe. i heard a lot of good comments of runningman about how funny and fun is the variety show.
but i doubt that and i never wanted to try watch even an episode.
since i came here, i got quite sien and dull because of the strong home-sick and weather, i started to watch RM which i get all the episodes from chenwei!
and argh now I AM SO INTO GARY!
he's sooooooooooooooooooooooo cute.
can i want him? can i can i?
he's so cute and stupid. he looks so good with ji hyo! i want them be together can they can they?
although ji hyo got her ceo boyfriend now. let's hope they break up asap then be with gary! HAHAHA

back to my life.
rained for the whole day. cold like shit.
have been quite frustrated and busy with my lectures and tutorials work.
hen sien ah. have to do work. i dont have and i dont even do the tutorial work back in malaysia.
so it's like the 1st time ever after primary school.
must get used to it soon aite!
=(  trying hard not to stress myself up.
i can get pretty stress up when there are like tons of things tangling there waiting for me to finish them up.
i'm going to study some economics now! but just update a little before i get started.
boring moment= study moment.
cooked curry chicken myself for the 1st time :) looks ok right haha


oh yeah!
cant wait for winter break!
I AM GOING TO BERLIN, GERMANY for 4 days!
yeepie! 74 pounds to and fro flight ticket.
quite cheap kan? heh. :) luckily grab the chance to travel.
1st term finals is starting on 7th of jan but I DONT CARE.
well dont worry i will sort things out.
time management! yes need a wise time management.
am going with bro's gf, her brother and one girl friend of her's.
it will be fun! hehe








see, it's so nice right!
cant wait to spend my winter break there!
it's like a dream land. so christmas! :)
never spent any christmas at places like this before.
yes finally finally!
hopefully it will be as fun as i thought.
:D


okay! hardcore time
ciao got to study study study a bit haha

L.S.T

finally, U to the K.

........................................

not gonna say hi, i am back again. this is way too boring.
i guess everyone is tired of my hi i am back and then eventually gone missing again.
okay. so i will just say HALO EVERYONE OUT THERE! HOW ARE YOU? I MISS YOU ;)

i'm currently in exeter, uk now.
reached on 14th sept. and now it's the 4th of oct.
time really flies.
i'm being so emotional now
feelings keep rushing up to my mind keep rolling over and over again, unwilling to leave me alone.
i'm 20 what the hell.
and look at my profile, it's still 19th, written there.
i wish i am though.
too much to talk about that i dont even know where to start.
well, yea i'm studying in University of Exeter now. a nice campus but just a small city here.
everything is so different from malaysia which i really miss malaysia.
although malaysia sucks in some aspects like stupid politics, dirty environment etc, i still like malaysia
okay i will now say i dont like uk. sure some of you reading this will definitely say ALAH YOU WONT BE SAYING SO AFTER SOME TIME OR GET USED TO UK LIFE.
alright. we shall see ok? but malaysia, i love you!
my family, my friends, my boyfriend, my relatives, my home are all in malaysia.
i want them all to be with me =(

things are quite fine here. just that it's quite tough and complicated to start over everything here.
it's just like going to primary school, can you remember that?
going to school feeling afraid, didnt know anything and anyone there, hoping for good things to happen etc.
but this time, it's the thinking, the maturity, the feeling are different.
not the naive, innocent primary student anymore which we just talk and laugh, hurt and cry; do whatever we want.
it's different. sometimes you just have to toughen yourself up even though it's so so so tough for you that you can really cry.
we tend to think more now.in anything. that's what aches my mind. what the hell. can i just be naive enough to escape from these lousy thoughts?
even friends i met here, herm kinda different from me, and yes i know this is like for sure.
hoping to find some friends can be close to me.
it's really hard to act like nothing or knowing nothing in front of your so-called friends when actually you know everything.
i reallllyyyyy cant tahan! i really want to confront with them at that moment.
i want to dok bao them.lol the feeling sure damn satisfying and syok.
but i'm 20th so i have to act like a 20.
just suck it up girl.
they have their games and rules to play. so if you cant join in then step out.
dont make yourself suffer. you dont deserve it! they dont even care! wake up stupid you.
i feel like slapping myself. although i always tell myself aiya nothing one la dont have to care about them different people different pattern etc, i end up still thinking over and over again at the end of the day.
-.-
what do you expect miss lst!
you cant meet every friends who you will ngam and be close to right!
sampat!


how about classes?
it's still ok for now.
except for homeworks and an once a week tutorial quiz and once a week graded assignment.
cool ?
i can feel the stress starting from the first day.
everyone here is like wtf crazy hardworking clever people.
who am i and what am i to compete with them
lowest esteem ever!
everyone here is like studying all the time. memang damn am am lai, i think la.
i can see from faces.lol
all of them aiming for first class honour. of course i hope and want and will go for that.
but they are toooooooooooooooo extreme. like will die if i am not a first class honour degree grads.
wtf wtf wtf.
stress giler.
i just want to live happily here, explore and experience things here.
i hope i can balance education and fun very very well.
jia you jia you lst. you can do this.
must believe in yourself. ;)


do i like exeter?
it's okay. just a bit boring.
everyday is just wake up, go to class, come back from class, cook, eat, watch RM and sleep.
else, go to town after class, shop for groceries or clothes.
that's all that can be done here.
is uk memang like this? even in every cities?
i miss late night outing in malaysia, karaoke session, korean food- daorae and sushi!, drinking, going over friend's house etc. every single thing in malaysia!
there's nothing to here basically.
so i shall spend the time studying and doing homework.hahaha!
eh for the first time since primary school i guess, i really do my homework.
good thing good thing.
at least i work hard for it.
i am not gonna waste any single pennies my dad paid for me to study in uk.
hopefully i wont disappoint my family and friends!

oh yeah. i have to walk uphill to uni every morning for 20 minutes!
great? NOT AT ALL.
exercise i'll take it as.
exercise before class.great.
and my housemates are being so friendly and nice to each other too.
trey from london, callan from usa and danielle from canada. they are very nice.
helped me alot in cooking which i sucks like hell.
another housemate- shermaine from london.
i rarely see her around. non of us really sees her in the flat.
well it's ok.
hopefully things will get better day by day!

luck please come to me!
and stay with me!
it's not that i dont have luck but hehe more luck please *greedy*
everything will be fine.
"we cant make the right decision, but we can make the decision right" - from mr. someone which i forget.
"happiness is a choice" - from Evan Tan, he's always being so motivated. whenever i feel down, i will go and read his everyday motivating status from facebook.haha thanks for sharing.
these 2 are my motto. it's in my mind every single second, to cheer me up, to enlighten me.


having flu today.
argh. got to go shower!
bye everyone!
all is well! another favourite saying.


all of you guys must take care! we will meet each other in 9 months time!
:D


L.S.T

oh look who's back!

hi everyone, ze blogger is back!
it's really been AWHILE.
well i know. life's been too busy i suppose. :)
where did i stop from my last post? * thinking hard* oh yes, my final.
wow. that's like 8 months ago? oh yes, lazy bump.

what to update?
after finals, then sure was theeeeeee BIG HOLIDAY
before 2011 ended, I
had an awesome birthday.
went to GuangZhou with ma family.

beginning of 2012 (hooray!), AWESOME
Chinese New Year.
Interior Design short course which started on feb anddddd going to end on 7th june.-.- i know i'm so late to tell :)


nooooooooooooo.half a year is gone!
in a real blink of an eye.
4 months of short course is coming to an end.
=( so fast so soon.
another chapter to begin in overseas.
it's somehow great.
i've experienced A LOT.
if my stories are to be written into a novel, i bet there will be lotsa chapters.
interesting!


define life:
when you're happy, you'll say AWESOME;
when you're sad, you'll go FML, SUCKS.
when you're consoling youreself, encouraging yourself to be positive, you'll say THERE'S UPS AND DOWNS IN LIFE, THIS IS LIFE and the etc.


T R U E.
so i shall conclude,
Life is unpredictable!
:)

hi, finals; bye, blog :)

just to let you guys know i wont be updating my blog that often

i will be having my finals on this coming monday and wednesday

so, most probably, i will update my blog the week after next

wish me luck!

last sem of 1st year

and last chance to fight for better universities!

:))

p/s: cant wait to end all of these and have fun! haha

till then,

so long guys!

i'm running out of blog titles!

i'm back!

hehe.same opening everytime.

didnt update for 3 weeks dy?

i'm just too lazy.you know, blogging is such a big responsibilty and need form to write and update.

if not, you will lose your loyal readers.(oh too much of marketing)

well, marketing mid term is over!

final is coming(cry and die) two weeks from now.

yes, short sem it is.too rush but i like it.

faster come faster go.

and i wanna welcome my december fast!

simply cant wait for it. :))

i feel happiness, warmth and loves during december.not only because of my birthday la!

it's big holiday for majorities, christmas!, new year countdown, family trip andddddddddd the happiness of CNY.coming so soon! excited!

shopping shopping :D but i'm so broke for now!==

okay! back to 4th-7th November.haha

that monday 7th was a public holiday, so all of us 4days off including the weekend

the A plan was to go back with my bro and his gf.he's going to drive back and change car.==

somehow, something happened, and plan was called off. so potong.

i'm like so happy to go back and see my dad and sis since my mum was not around, she went to AUS for trevor's wedding.

congrats to them again! :)) i hope i were there seriously. they had so much fun! ;(

okay so after this and that, i came up with the plan B, yongyou come and find me since it's been awhile after his last trip to here.

then hehe surprisingly, it's an ON PLAN.yeepie.

it's also a sudden decision, so he went to buy ticket which the departing time was so close, he rushed back to pack and still had to go take some of my things i needed from my house.oops.

3 30pm bus! and he reached around 11 something.

so sorry, i was watching movie- SharkNight with my coursemates.

this was also a sudden plan. supposed to be a dinner only but ended up watching movie after that.i had to follow, if not how am i suppose to go back == by foot.yea.hahahaha

he's kinda pissed off as he hoped to see my once he reached..but everything's alright after that.

chong went to pick him up hehe.after they ate and after i'm back to my hostel, they came to pick me up and we went to Overtime.

then balik tidur! :)

the next day, went for breakfast (but it's 2 something already haha) with josee at 锦选.

yumyum.i like this dimsum restaurant.the dimsums are nice, as always.hehe

but ordered too may and ended up cant finish some.hahahaha

then josee fetched me and yongyou to take car from my bro.hehe.

how good am i.purposely borrow car from bro just to entertain him by fetching him around good places in kl and have fun eating shopping etc.although i dont know the road here.

the night before, i sort of study google map ok! but still, fail.

after taking my car, then we went to josee's new house to take a look and also moved some shirts and stuff there.

nice room!i likey likey! :))

and lol, her housemate also alor star people, the world is so small aite.

and we sort of know him cause he's yongyou's sister's friend.awwww.nice to see familiar people around.

omg, and his new bought dog-Hush Puppies that type of dog.i dont know what's the name of the breed.

played with HP.haha

then sheng called, he reached and we went to pick him up.since we got nothing to do, so we followed.but not driving our car, we leaved our car at josee's house and followed her car.easy!

sheng's going to China and his flight was on the next very morning, so he came early.

after picking him up, went back to josee's house and rest then off we go to One U.

omg, my 温柔的脸 :D like like

we had our dinner at Hokkaido Ichiba!(thanks for the treat, sheng)

awesome!i love sushi!!!

the cute couple haha!

yongyou :D

my salmon don

i dont know what is the name so it's SUSHI haha

i know this i know this! my favourite sashimi!

tuna and salmon! but love salmon more hehe

beef udon!

look at these small mini tiny cute mushrooms ><

curry chicken rice.

so weird of ordering this to eat in japanese restaurant

but it's sheng's favourite haha

oops, almost finishing

the huge oyster!

not that nice,too smelly

not fresh, i missed the ones eaten in billy's house.argh!

me and him

omg abit cacat but overall, okay la hehe

we look like brother and sister right :)

halo cutie pie josee and sheng.(taken by me)

again, but this time ---- camwhore by sheng haha!

yea after meal dessert, green tea ice cream! :)

after sending sheng to his friend's house, we went to sunway giza and chilled.

with chong, kah yong and chloe

17saloon. i wonder why the owner named it 17saloon lol.

football fever

our beer.

then we went to Teo Heng Family Karaoke haha

it's a family karaoke.just opposite 17saloon.

and it's cheap also haha.

sang till 4 30.

then we came out with the next day plan- Genting.

after discussing then ciao balik tidur.

woke up around 2 then get prepared.

chong came to fetch us then chloe and kah yong then josee.

since me,yongyou and chong havent had our lunch, so we went to facetoface pan mee.

after eating, yeepie genting!

they guys wanna gamble we girls just follow.pity us haha

we reached around 7 i guess.

then split off, we girls went to starbucks, they guys-casino of course.

well, it's yongyou's first time going into casino.he's 21 this year.finally, officially, he can go in and gamble.good or bad? BAD.

what we can do is GOSSIP.girl's all time favourite

josee

chloe(dont be shy)

why these photos so biggggggggggggggg==

josee and me

they guys cam back around 11 something i think.

waited till siao =( yongyou lose rm200, chong more but i forgotten and kahyong won around rm500.

why you lose!!!! hahaha.you should give me the money instead of gambling and losing

then we went to hailam restaurant for our late dinner.kahyong the winner treated us. thanks!

again discussed and we decided to try our luck to sneak into highland casino.

i dont think i can go in seriously. i didnt plan for this so i didnt even dressed up or make-up to look mature-21.haha

we went in separately.

i went in with chong cause he looks old and they might wont suspect me either XD

haha SUCCEED!

waited them to come in.then we started to visit the casino.

it's so big. something like LAS VEGAS feel.casion, cash, chips.hahahhaa

many sections also.so blur with it.

so many uncles ad aunties inside with lotsa chips! ><

kah yong did not play since he won.only yongyou and chong went and gamble again.

we walked around, watched others gamble.nervous sial.

i hate when yongyou asked me which to bet. damn nervous, it's like i'm playing with my rm100 which is 1 chip.dont play play.

at last i played one match using the machine.

==

lose rm10.satisfied.i dont like to gamble, i dont have the luck either.hahaa

overall, yongyou lose rm400!!!! chong almost the same like him.

the end of that day.we didnt stay.we drove down and back around 5 something to 6.

tired max.

and it's raining outside, the mist is so thick that we cant even see the road and trees or anything near us.

going down the hill was the most challenging part!

damn nervous.

but we had to go back.no place to sleep either.

we followed the car infront us.haha

all of us with our eyes O.O helped chong to look around.

dangerous.

yongyou was so busying helping chong to wipe the windows.

the temperature and mist caused the big front window blur like shit

luckily we didnt die halfway.lol.

slep at 8 something i guess.

the last day, monday.

woke up quite late.

we're damn damn damn tired.

didnt hangout with others but only yongyou and me.

no time to hangout also.he's going back that day! =S

went bangsar village for breakfast,lunch and dinner-----bruncher haha!

Ben's General Food Store it is!

yeepie.

i like the interior and exterior design.

it's really like a food store haha

the mineral water.

our order.

forgotten the name.shit.

omg, yummy

our pizza

yes you can see egg york, bacon, lettuce

cant finish so da bao.><

next stop, ROYCE

bought royce chocolate for sis as she asked for it.

i will buy this for my family too during my next trip back.

wuu, wrapped with dry ice to keep the chocolate frozen.

sent yongyou to bus station and i went back to my hostel.

i didnt even touched my car after i borrowed the car.good thing.haha

chong fetched me to send back the car.hehe

it's a great weekend.

i had fun! we slept in the morning almost every night.

tired and sleepy to the max!

stupid me, didnt bring my camera charger back to kl.==

sooooooo, let's jumped to yesterday!

the little battery left.

went to klcc with susan,shua,weithing and shwuying.

suening cant make it, she dont have transport== such a turn off.

in Sushi Tei! :D again, my favourite salmon sashimi and salmon don hehe

till then!

this is such a long post!

(*lazy to read again and check my language and grammer mistake, sorry :D)

ciao!

:))