Saturday, July 31, 2010

countdown to parties and relaxations! :P

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
final is on the coming saturday ><
well, time flies
hahaha
my 2nd sem is going to end onnnnnnn tadaaaaaaaaaaaa thursday 12th!
officially ends hahhahaha
yeepie how tough is 2nd sem and now, i am slowly going through everything
seriously, not that worse like what i've thought of hahaha
no worries man! hhahaha
put a big smile on your face and you will be so cool everyday =)
last presentation is on this coming thursday
and i will be so done with those effing presentations and assignments wulala
presentation is not a problem for me anymore
experiences that i get rock me out hiak!
just one thinking is enough: every students are here to learn! all of us are the same =) foundation rocks hahahahahhaha

yest few friends of Help went to the MAD charity show which was organised by Help A levels students hahahahha
hui ru is one of the organizer as she is taking a levels in help
rock together toooo XD
it was held at MOS wow i was like i wanna go take a look perhaps
hahahahahhahaha!
the event started at 7 and we are supposed to reach at 7 ma!
but then arghhhh timing all went wrong
wan zhan the driver, rebecca, me and wan yee were all late prepared so we took off late hahaha and what's the worst thing in kl? yep! traffic jam!
arghhhhhhhhhhhh stuck in the jam for so long==
reached there at 9 something i think
so late laaaaa duh
went in and it was so crowded
you hao came to join us=)
we decided not to watch the performance.
we just took a sit at the sofa place chit chat hahaha
after the event ends around 10, hiak!
it's time to shake your body
they asked us all to leave MOS, everyone! and have to go in again one by one, with checking ic==
omg i was like i am not legal la wey == my birthday havent pass lehhhh
so, we came up with a plan like everyone else does.
rebecca, wan yee and wan zhan went in 1st then they pass rebecca's ic to me from another exit. you hao took it for me.then wahhahaha successfully sneak in! =)
gengggg!
shake shake rock rock hahaha
it's techno nightttt not baddddd but still, more used to the r&b songs being played in usual clubs.
hahahaha it's a goooood night :)



oh yeaaaa
i am in the fashion show, sort of thingy for our prom night at 12th november.
there will be a fashion show which was managed by a modeling company
hell yeahhhh
and yest noon ie before going to MAD, there was a workshop to let the models for the event to practise and choose of course eliminating some failed-models too
i was like ok just take a try as i have promised corliss
herm
a amo model which is studying in HELP too coached us
arghhhh
one by one, we have to like cat walk ==
hahah
herm
i did it well i guess, many ppl praised
i am not eliminated toooo hahaha
hiak!
say i got the style, my structure is good, some asked me do you go for ballet dancing?your back is nice and straight
i was like arrrrr am i so goood?in my mind la
hahahahah
well, maybe some of my friends will find out or know that MODEL this word sipek jodoh with me
i dont know why
since primary school, it's like over and over again model model model cat walk cat walk cat walk
hahahhahahahha
eh and the modeling thingy will be quite fun and i will have fun too.
i want my life with more colours hehehhehe.it's part of experience too
why fun? the outfit will also be sponsored by the modeling company.
what's in your mind?
COOL ryte?
XDXD


i feel superb in trying new things
hahahahahha
i fear nothing
hiak!
andddddd lastly i wont miss out with HIM
thanks DEAR
hahahah
you remember i said i wanna eat chai bui when i go back
and although you remember wrongly that i am going back this thursday instead of next thurday, you are so sweet that you asked your mum too cook chai bui
hahahahhaha
and arghhhh i dont want to give your family a PIG image!
==
dumb ass
hahahaha



cant wait to go back
miss alor star so so so so much
=)
dad went to miri with his friends yest
hope he has lotsa fun with his gang hahahahha
XDXD
buy me stufff dad.
hehehhehehe
=P


alright.
stop here liaoooooooo
bye peeps.
loves!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

one family! X)


eeeeeeeeeeee hahahah

bunny bunny! rabbit rabbit!

haha he sayang bunny! i asked him to do so==


he: bunny want to smoke == hahahah


hi bunny hi teddy! hehee



love you
miss you
=)




Monday, July 26, 2010

oooops fast update! XD


no size liao wuwuwu.left 2 pieces when i get there to buy it! arghhh, i am too lateee.should buy it when the 1st time i saw and love it! ><

mum said it's a lil mature ><


looks like sleeping shorts? argh i like it too.but at last didnt buy! ><


no size! i want S size or maybe XS.== left bigggggerrrr punyeee













p/s: i am the hot sexy chic! hahahahhaah
><



2 more presentations to go, and my final thennnn hiak!
bye 2nd sem!
hi sem break!
XDXD


cheeeriooooo!
in love with california girls!
hahahah

i want to shop shop shop!
dont wooryyyy
i willlll!
this weekend!
whhahhahahah
XD


=)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

restart!






yor yor yor
hahahah
we get back!
and we're so fine
hehehhe
love you lots!
what is supposed to be is yy come and find sue ning
then hehe a day before yy came, i text him, i told him i wanted him to come so much. we're not couple but i wanted to see him much blahhhhh
he give me blah reasons like telling me he really not very want to comeeeee
lol
then ok i just cincai engsiu say oh nvm blah
then heheheh the next day, he came with yy!
XDXD
damn happy
hahahahahhahaha
but just friends la
treat him nothing special
but seriously i know i am very awkward and i treat him in some kind of way like ignore or what la dont know
simply because in this situation in our status, i really dont know can how to react and respond
sounds so weird
i cant get use to it yet
arghhhh
we fought in red box
half way!
==
he scolded me like hell!
i just ignore and i stop singing
the atmosphere went weird
arghhhh
then sue ning and yy went out, left us in the room
he came to me and ask me why treat him like that blahhhhh
i kept quiet
after that i told him i just simply dont know how to react after we break up
it's totally different
haih
then we just act normal la like normal friends
==

he and yy overnight in my hostel as our genting plan have to delay a day
yun overnight at her friend's house
then yy slept early, we talked before both sleep
hahahaha
then hehe he decided to take a step forward and change
then he asked what about me? how i think and decide?
hahaha i just kesi engsiu him
but both of us know we're fine and we're so in love with each other
he hug me so tightly and i hug him so tightly, both of us miss each other so much that we dont really want to let go
he hug me to sleep for the whole night.
><
hahahha
damn happy
then the next day we 4 went to genting
had a great and sweet time there
hahahahha
thanks for coming to find me and spending so much money for us to have fun
><
for me i mean
hahahahaha
actually, no matter where la, as long as you're with me, you're there, everywhere will be perfect to me.
hahahahha
XD
we went to play dingding><
wasted rm100 something playing then at last get only 502 points
then i redeem the HIM toy==
argghhhhhh
what a waste
><

next day, i have to rush back as i got quiz at 11
no bus! all were fully occupied
no choice, he asked for a cab
cost rm80!
what the ==
thank you! hahahaha
if not my 10% quiz byebye dy
hahahha


thanks thanks thanks
for spending and wasting so much money on me><
i simply love you THAT much
hahahahah
lalala

miss you right after you went back pg!
arghhhhh
nvm la. i am going back at 12th august
fast please!
arhhh
i want to hug you tightttt
hehehee


urm i cut short my post
as there are too much things to talk
hehehehe
i will upload more photos
photos are with suening
heheheh
nice photo really!
XD


ciao!

toooooooo happy!



=P

Thursday, July 15, 2010

you're so whatever!

早知道什么都不该说
换来的只是不屑 
以为会是关心,慰问
却什么都不是
不该再有任何希望了
现在 好比你有你的生活 我有我的生活
互不干扰了

><
i hate you



move on.

thankyou for telling me showing me that i am not important at all
it hurts
but i get it
maybe that's it
and i should not have hope on you
you show me no hope
you prove me no hope
;(


evelyn broke up with chee peng
it's sad
seriously sad case
not many ppl know this
but i still feel sad for them for eve
why break up?
sighhh
is this the break up season?
somebody post and ask this in fb
i stunned and slowly i realised ya, many couples broke up in this so-called break up season
hope everyone is fine, hope every couple that are in this risk can get over this
blessing to everyone
=)

as i comfort eve
i myself feel so so so sour
i ask her not to think so like urm he not love her, playing around or what
me myself felt so funny as i do think so
and if i am her i surely will feel so
i get myself so stunned and hilarious
felt so extreme
what i type what i comfort and what i think what i feel in my heart
no matter how, i still wish others happy and blissful
haihhhhhh


starting to get used to everything here without you
=(
starting to stop myself from waiting for you to text me,call me,chat with me
starting to release


feel like wanna cry
why so useless?
where's your spirit?
where's your belief?
it's gone.
i cant go on, move on waiting for you without you showing me that i can, we can.
maybe that's the end


thanks for everything
thanks for the memories
the truth is having you is the most beautiful memory in my life
thank you
and love you for once and last.
;)


you must move on kay?
you must be better kay?
=)



my heart my soul feels tired
feel wanna cry seriously
thanks for the song 会呼吸的痛 ><
it suits my mood however




move on move on.

;)

你的一举一动已经明确清楚地告诉我你的意思了
别担心
我会尊重你 更会祝福你
=)
或许我也不应该有所寄望了
是时候结束一切了
明天会更好