prepare!

had break for an hour half just now
went to watson with rebecca：yeng==
since this coming friday we are going to gopeng for the hmc leadership camp
of course must be well-prepared.
we've been told to prepare this stupid thing to prevent mosquitoes bite
lol
maka want go pak jian like that
lol!
hahahahah
well, better prepare hoseh 1st
later hami pun bo then die chamcham
i dont want my leg cacat
hahahaha
then bought tooth brush
mmy tooth brush going cacat slowly dy><
dont have time and dont know where to buy the brush to change with the old one
==
ma huan si.
go back hometown only find le.
hehe it's blueeeee this time
before one is greeen==
blue and green also like.lol!
==!

then just now pia out my argumentative essay within an hour half with 990 words
hehe
submit dy phewwww!
due date is 11pm toddayyyyyyyy
luckily submit in time
hahahahahha

then i borrow one tracksuit from swing
i didnt bring any here la
so borrow 1st in case mah
but i think mostly will wear school shorts
hahahaha

yor
but i think my period will crush with the camp date
fuck
i want to go playyyyy but now, almost the date dy
i dont want laaaa sieeeeen
==
arghhhhhhhhhhhh


must have fun
i dont careeeeee
>< hiak!

你不懂

><
so long didnt listen liao
suddenly remember this song.hahahhaa
yea yea sue ning faster come
cant wait to go sing liaoooo weyyyyyy
want rock my pants off dy
i dont want and i hope i wont end up singing sad songs till the end of our singing day kay?
==
lol me

他还是不懂!
==

eclipse! toy story 3!

thought of watching eclipse with you
><
but i guess there's no chance anymore
it's like i wont be seeing you forever
guess i will end up watching eclipse with dumb sue ning
well, it's okay
and toy story 3
i said i want to watch with youuuuuuuuuuu
well, again i think i wont be seeing you and watching theseee movies with you
again sue ning.hahahahaha
faster come la sue ning
feel like want to sing and shout><
sleep sleep sleeep

without you.

sleepless night.it's 7 in the morning

i miss him too

baby R miss daddy ><

well,
still the same i miss him
still the same we're not belong to each other anymore
that's what make sense for not texting you calling you or nudge you or chat in fb
although i wanted
view at your profile times and times
look at whether you're in green light(you're there), white light(away) or no light(offline)
waiting to have the chance to chat with you, know how are you doing lately these days without me
wish you are better day after day=)
stalk at you in fb to see how are you doing what are you doing
sounds dumb==

sometimes i think
herm maybe everything between us will end slowly along with the time and air
not even a decision
but the time and air flow eat everything up
but i am ready for it
since there's no way out without you making a decision
and it seems to be so hard for you
so i decided not to force
but the risk is it will end with no sound no tears no image no memories
end naturally ;(
time is tooo geng
==
lol
nvm, you dont have to rush for this decision anymore
you have things to worry besides this
go for the more important one
i am okay
although i dont know what are your other problems, i think they are more important
take it easy
dont stress
slowly analyse and solve it one by one
dont make rush decision, make wise decision
go for what's important for you
you can do it.
as i believe you and i got faith on you
dont lost youself
no matter how, you know i am here,i will guide you, i will help you out
when you find yourself so helpless, you can rely on me
kayao kayao!
have faith in yourself
trust yourself as you are so special in this world
you are the only chan yong you what
do things in your way you like
everything that you face may help you to improve and be wiser in future
;)
i am here. dont worry
i bless youuuuu always!
although i really dont have good luck hehe, if got then i share with you ok.><
lol me.
god will bless you too


love you,
always have always do
seriously, i dont want to 习惯没有你的日子
it feels like once i 习惯 then there is really no turning point.
;(
sounds hilarious.
haih
whatever it is, just let it be
everything is out of our control
bless us==

i dont really know.

you touched she touched
you cried she hold back
==
how dramatic
but well, both of you admit i am really a good one
=)
takan my post so geng so gam dong
i read liao soso la
==
lol
but you two ya sue ning and rebecca kam dai fan yeng?!
hahahhaha
at least somehow, i know i am good in a way.
hahhaha
sue ning said she should change, she can realise the love in me
ahahhaha
i am so god la==
rebecca feel so sad for me aiyoooooo
said that i am so goood
maybe she is slowly in love with me liaoooooo
lol!


i dont know what's the situation now
i dont know what you want
you didnt contact for more than a day without telling me
at least tell me you need time or what
but you never
leave me hanging so high wondering what's wrong
are we over or you have gave up
==
i cant tahan la stucking in the middle so i text you call you
you didnt answer
i am really fucking hot liao
why so no jiao dai ehhhh
at least say something
you know i hate you like this ah
after that kinda like i forced you to reply
and you say you need time blah
then in msn pm you wrote just say if you dont want to
i replied you know what i want =(
you: scare i cant do it
me: (something like) - why dont you try? i rather prefer you to try. as if there is nothing between us worth for you to try?

somehow,
why cant you try
you know what i want is you to try
i dont care what will happen in the end
i want you to step out
if you could realise, i am just trying to help you
no matter in me, us or maybe your future
you scared that you may hurt me and make me sad
but the truth is knowing you arent willing to give a try is more painful than you think

let this problem flows naturally with the air
i have no idea
and i really dont know what can i do anymore
no matter what, i still will accept the truth in the end

problem is still problem
still need to be solved
shua, communication is better than escape.
kayao.

him!

when he was young >< lame

i like his always suan me expression hehe

the 1st picture or us

my favourite picture of him.natural smile =D

he said this is funny ><

>< i am not forcing him to kiss me ==

his sleeping pattern ><

took them in queensbay 25/7 9 months

he said he looks like kid so cute ==
yaaaa :)

he looks so dumb in this.because of his hair.long liaooooo ><

chan yong you.

you're still that charming
still that cute
still that skinny
still that "stiff smile"
still that funnyyyyy
saw your recent look through some new photos in fb
you've cut your hair
still look so gooooood
looking you through the screen, makes me wanna hug you
;(
how much i hope you are here, give me a hug pleaseeee
awww. i want you!!! ishhh.
I like you in 2 photos
you try to smile showing your teeth but you actually grinned
hahahaha
so cute
ya la you cant smile hoho lai eh
but i super like you smile showing your teeth
but be more natural la
><

you're still the same you chan yong you
but
the only difference is that you're not mine anymore
this seriously comes to an end
i have nothing else to hope for
what i want is you to be better, healthier, wiser, and everything good comes to you
i want you to get the best in your life and your future
dont worry
you wont be any worse
because i always will pray hard for you
you're the only one that i seriously in love with, want to be with forever.
i guess our relationship is not strong enough to fight with upcoming difficulties
i guess we're just not that suitable for each other
perhaps or for sure one day you will find someone as your long life partner, i sure will jealous but i hope she will be the greatest one and give you whatever you want.
she must be better than me
yala i admit that i am kinda terrible
so sorry for everything that i've did to you in the past
no matter in what way that i make you sad, angry, tulan, pekchek, hurt blahhhh
so so so sorry

btw, you must kayao for your future dont make your family disappoiinted!
and me although whatever i think and feel to you is not important anymore
but i am still here concerning you always.
must be responsible in what you do
you're not any 18 19 year-old teen anymore
you're 20 this year
you have to be more mature
i believe you can do that
i never look down on you never think that you cant before
because i simply have the faith and trust on you that you will succeed one day you will be the best man ever trust yourself

lastly, i hope you can get rid of your past of being hurt and sad deeply
you can do it!
past is past look forward
i told you before, someone will appreciate your good
dont stop in giving and receiving
accept and receive someone's good with a wide heart
and give your good to that one you feel that it's worth it
dont lock yourself up
you cant feel and enjoy the two way relationship that it is supposed to be
i fail in this relationship but i never regret
you are so that worthy to me for loving you caring you adoring you sayang you sacrificing for you
you are so special.special person that i ever met in my life
proud to say that you're the one i love the most in my life

seriously and honestly, i am so jealous and envy evelyn the one you love the most in your life she was so blissful to have you to love her adore her sayang her care her sacrifice for her the most
sometimes how i hope i am her
but i cant and i wont be her i know
it's impossible
but at least not too less?
maybe this is karma ;(
but i never regret having you although i dont have the fully you
but at least i think not less than half of you
from the day we started, i am wondering when will you totally fall into me?
how only will you fall into me?
i dont know.i have done everything i can all this while
i believe as long as i use my heart to love you care you sayang you treat you the best
someday, you will realise and get touched and love me.
that's truth of heart haha
if i am evelyn, i will be soooooooo happy and blissful ><
at least i am so sayang by you
not that you didnt sayang me
but maybe not that much like you used to sayang her
why so jealous lst! no la.just envy ==!
i got my own good maaaaaa(consoling)
should not ask for too much
but aiya everything ended.so dont siao liao.
==
just thoughts and feelings la ok.
lol.


must take care you know
i will bless you, share my luck with you( although i dont really have great luck), i want all the best to you
good luck dear ( the last time i called)
i love you
seriously love you
no matter what happen in the future, just remember that i am always here for you
only with different status
must remember and keep all the best memories between us.
i would certainly be happy if sometimes or maybe once or twice, you will take it out, remember it.i dont hope much.
just want you to remember me this girl that exist in your life before
;(
dont forget me
dont forget us
dont forget our memories
i miss you ;(


kayao!
all the best!
greatest luck!
take care!
dont sleep late!
mind your health please!
health is wealth!



lots of love,
Lim Sue Ting

muacks
love you most!
i love you
always have,always will
;)