1st time felt deeeeep.

here's another post.but with a different mood different thinking and different way.
my best cousin,Kar Mun came back from KL and stay over my house.i am damn excited of course!


we had pillow talk as usual lah whenever we met.
missed her so!
we talked everything happening around us.we share problems.
so few days before,something happened.somekind of rumours or news or whatever blah.
but it is absolutely bad.i felt so down and sad andddd angry anddd funny andddd depressed.i just dont know how to handle it.i've been told that i must handle this problem with care.one wrong step,you will be totally ruined.
i told Kar Mun my problem.
she too felt sad and anger for me.i nearly cried my shit off when i spilt out the problem.
but if i really burst my tears off,nothing to be so shock,i've been crying when i bathed,before i sleep,thinking this problem over and over again.
i felt so lost.i dont know what to do.i asked myself whats wrong?why things happened in a short time?everything was like being arranged.i just dont know how to tell how sad i feel through writing.



but what can i say it is about Friendship.
i dont want to say anymore further because i think there's no point to let the world know.nothing to be proud of.



Best Friends or Friendship are two-way traffic.
both sides must have equally disburse their feelings,thoughts or whatever that are meant to to build up a hard-core friendship.
best friends doesnt exist when there is only one way traffic which means only one side do the pay out for everything but the another side just do nothing.this means the another side doesnt really mean to build up this friendship together.
together makes everything alright.without the together,nothing is avaiable.



Karmun have many besties in her friendships.she is the lucky one.
evrn karmun think that what i faced was so unlucky.and i am the unlucky one to have such friends problems.i do agree with kar mun that i am quite unlucky in picking or having friends.
but maybe i am lucky still compare with others that does not have best friends or true friends.i think... heh.consoling myself.==
sometimes i asked my self.why cant i have a happy perhaps best friends or friendship in my secondary life,without sadness,without arguement,without backstabbing each other,without hatre.i love friends! i honestly tell.but i found that are worth for you to love?to care?to share??
i hope they are.but things that happened really hurts.what they said really hurt me deeply.what can i say still?what can i explain?will my explaination be accepted?who knows?i guess they wont trust me either.i dont want to let this problem extend much more further.i want to solve it!once you didnt solve a problem,the problem will still exist and persecute you.who will suffer?not them.but me myself.i want to solve.eager enough to solve.but what steps should i take.a wrong step may ruin everything you know!i am scared enough to walk out and explain.afraid that the more i explain,the worst it will be.some tell me like this.some tell me like that.let it flow with the air and time?!puzzle.


i keep my fingers cross and hope everything will be fine.i pray hrad to the god.hope god hears me.thanks. :)


thanks for all the share and care and loves from my besties,Kar Mun,Jia Ki and Jing Fei.appreciation from the bottom of my heart.
honestly,you all are there with me no matter what happen.cares about me without fail.happy and luckyyy to have you all.i promise,i will be there for you all too!because i meant to!
Best Friends are two-way traffic ryte! heh. thankyou Kar Mun for teaching me this principle. :3



tomorrow will be a whole new good fine best day.heeeeeeh.


no matter what,i still have to keep going on with my studies.
p/s:my add math teacher asked me to finish the whole form 4 add math revision book within the 1st week of holiday,but i am sorry to say that i've fail to accomplish.felt so bad.but i promise i will finish it up before school reopen!please,lazy bug get away form my body.concentration and harwork needed! wish me luck babe! =)





time to off to bed.
goodnight everyone.
sleep tight!heh.
2:44am 8th Jun 2009.
noted.
Lim Sue Ting

that's me LST! XD




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Synopsis for my mid-term.part 1. XD

so i am back blogging.
okay.dont throw eggs on me.heh.
i know i didnt blog for ages.but really lah lazyyy.XDXD
i always think of topics to blog.but then here goes lim sue ting into a lazy bug when it comes to action.haha.
sorrysorry dudie.

by the way where should i start?!again...zzz
okay.maybe pictures will tell stories better than i am crapping here.hehe.

see!coconut water for the hothot day!i'm lovin' it!

lamee.while helping my dad up,felt boring.had a nice snapshot with my fingers!==

why are cloud so cute?!seketulseketul punye.by the way,save the earth!haha.

==i like capturing pictures around.it's memorable what right.if the picturesss does not have you yourself in it,it will be dull ryte!heh.excuses.geeeee

100% best dad.love us care us!

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actually i for get this date dy,cause after that day,i mampus sick!haha.fever.
you know why fever?cause i worked at asrc for one day as a cashier.
i dont want to work actually.my dad asked me to.cause got what tournament blahhh will be many peoples.haha.then i get myself sick.perhaps not enough water.heh.but honestly,being a cashier is not that easy like what you all think of.herm.at least i learnt something within a damn busy working day.but i pay much too.i get fever you tau tak!i hate that...haha.last holiday,i get myself sick too.what the heck.dont come near me please sickness.haha.

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thennnnn,5th Jun 2009.i went to Penang with my family and my cutie ah ma too.she wanted to go kek lok si.urm,to donate GOLD for the Buddha's statue that is newly build up,processing.haha.kay lah.got somewhere to go is more than enough la.better than lazying at home.

pictures tell stories!heh.

ooh yea!the blue polo T is my favourite! you know why?becauseee my brother bought it for me from US. G.A.P you know!!!nobody know this brand i think.== nevermind.still love it!probably because i feel warm and proud for caring me this sister.hehe.

you know what??!this kinda weird.but i like it.haha.cause of the hair dont know how it shape like lah!XD

bo gam muan take picture with her.XDXD.actually i alone at first,she kepo come add in.so my face remek.XD

that's what i mean Buddha's Goldly made statue.processingggg

sampatly sampat i know...heh
my mum my dad my stupid sis.shhhh.crazyyyy(buddhasssss behind-namonamo)

nerd.haha.

i damn love this picture dont know why!heh

acting or posing?either me dont know.scratching my head.XDXD

syok sendiri la actually.syok saje lah!looks fat.oops


*the white spagetthi top looks nice! but my mum and sis said looks like house wear singlet,nothing special.so i bought sea-green one!yeahhhh.cheeeers!a round applause!thank you!!!!X)



i am tyring my best to enjoy and appreciate my mid term.and yes,i did.heh.hope everything goes well!mwahssss.
:)

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synopsis end.a few little things that i post.haha.enjoy reading it!zzz




sleepyyyyyyy.

Family are bestiesss in life!

29/05 & 30/05/2009
heyyyy
i miss my blog so much.
years i didnt blog.
haha XD
good to be back.

so,mid-year exam say bye to me.
and my mid-term holiday say hi to me.
yea!
it's holiday!
but still need to keep going with my studies.
perhaps i can enjoy too with some arrangement of my time.
hehe.


now..i dont know where to start from.
where should i start?and what should i start with??
kay la.

firstly,i will be missing Mr Shark seriously for 2 weeks holiday

then,i miss Gossip Girl so much.now i am going to continue the series without addiction.haha.
must watch Gossip Girl,suits girl saje,haha.way too nice! babe.

urm.i paint my nails red and blue.you know..i am so into rocker style.always wanted to be so!haha

andddd i am just back from penang not long.enjoyed so much.enjoy shopping and gathering!
oh yea.i forgot to mention.my brother,Junn is back from US.miss him sosososo much.he grew fat!he says this la man.muscular.haha.
just now went to penang to buy some man-shirt for my brother as he is going to kl to work as intenship in Alliance Insurance something la.haha.and also to meet my aunt and ah ma up.
my aunt is my brother's k mak.of course need to meet her.==

i love gathering.
we went Nando's for lunch,Sushi King for tea break.dinner with ah ma them at Restoran Pen Mutiara!too classy.baguih!haha.lame.

nerd!



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Junn and mum!

stupid sue yi and dad!

Lim Sue Ting

where also pix

i like here! haha rocks!

ah ma,ah gong and Junn

sue yi and junn take pic with k mak,ah hoe.==
too bad k pa working.=(

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Look what my brother bought==
for himself.perfume GUESS.expensive.
dont know how many hundred.SAMPAT!=3

when he was in US.fun

XD he dont know i upload his pic.

he gain weight gain muscle.==

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i love Taylor Swift.she is so talented.that's the idol i wanted to admire.the kind the type.cool.
and yea her birthday falls on the same date with me! =D
she is just 20.young and talented! loveeeeeee herrrrrr



blahhhhhh
tak tau nak ckp ape ni.haha.
blank minded.
nevermind.
will update everyday as it is holiday!
ciaoooo~
wish everyone and everyday have and is a good day!
=X





you know you love me,
xoxo
Gossip Girl!
i am coming.
Please watch for those who haven't watch.








p/s: my brother just head off to KL.wish him luck and all the best! miss him damn.





LST

Rush-rush-rush

hey dear bloggie.
it've been years i havent visit you and blog you.
haha.
i kinda miss you really.
but too bad,piles of books i have to finish up for my upcoming mid-year exam.
honestly,today only i started to feel nervous.
it was like How Could It Be.
theeee exam is on next sunday.then till today,only you fear.
Lst what happen to you.
you are not like that compare to the pass.
i studied nothing.
even what i have studied,i really cant be sure that all have go into my mind.
X(
yea.the horror of exams!
may is going to end,jun is rushing to me.
FEAR
i can feel it now.
i barely concentrate.
why?
no idea.
too many things to think and imagine andddd dream of i think.
haha.
Mr Shark? Future? Attraction of tv or pc?? ahhhh. too many. i am too not TEKAD.
TEKAD!!! i must .


.....
endless fear


wish me luck for my exam and in everything.
god bless.



LST.
=3

Keep Holding On : D

Keep Holding On
-Avril Lavigne


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

smile babe :)

mr. right!

i miss him.
i am crazy over him,totally.
i miss the scene being behind him.
i miss his smell.
i miss when he looks me truly.
i miss all about him.
i truly wanted him.
although i know it wont happen ever.






MR.SHARK.
let me fell into you quietly.
that's all i want.





xoxo
my heart for you!