happy 09' valentines

HAPPY 09' VALENTINES
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yep.now it's the season of dates for couplesss.
but absolutely not including me.
haha.
i've been single for these 4 years of valentines.
alone.
haha.
i wish to have a good one this year.
but it seems impossible.
everybody have dates with theirs.
sien lahhhh
i dont have mine.
my mine is not mine.wont be.
haish.
dont and cant hope much.
it always happened that what i hope more,it will not come true.and will disappointed me more.so,whatever lah.
i miss you.


what more can i say...
HAPPY SINGLE VALENTINES
:)
.....








xoxo,
miss LST

RANDOM

06 feb. 2009(THE friday)
xin chun ended so fast that i couldn't describe.
my band work so hard for the past few months just to perform well in this xin chun.
yep.now it's over with hoorayssss.
i am H.A.P.P.Y!!!of course.proud of my band and our hard work.
hard work pays you know...
i enjoy the time performing on the stage.singing and co-operating with my lovely bandmates.
they are the best one honestly.
i love my band.
i consider this i mean my band and performing as a big portion of my life.
i have this right to say that i think:if you dont have a band or even dont enjoy music and somekind of instrumentals,you cant understand and fell the way i feel so.it's freaking awesome.and i am lucky to have this wonderful chance to learn guitar,form a band,meet my band-mates and performing.
i love this!!!
XD
this event ended fast as it means new performance are waiting for you right ahead.
=)
work harder and theEe perfect the performance will be.huhu
every performance is a chance that was grannted by god to allow you enjoy your life with your own lifestyle.so what more can i say?! live it with your lifestyle.your lifestyle isnt nothing...rock your lifestyle up.and let everyone rock with you! XP


by the way,
as the 1st performance of our band ends.
it also means your serious form 5 studies are getting more COOL.
you have to work hard by now.
dont regret after you graduate.think of your own mighty self.
you are who you are.so fullfill your dreams yourself.start by now and your studies.what more are important than studies right now?!yep.STUDIES STILL.
ka yao LIM SUE TING!
all the best.
may luck always stand by you.
thanks god for everything.


++add on,
i miss him.
can you tell me what you feel?
frustrated.
or maybe if you like me,puhh-lease take some action so can i feel it...
or maybe you dare not to take any action or even like me...
lol.LAMEST.
OR you dont like me.
i am thinking to much huh.
yep.so let it be.
no matter who likes who,there will be an answer so sooooon...
=)


happy-go-lucky,girl!
yep.remember this.
forget the sadness and create your own happiness.
forget about the boicott things lah.
if they dont want to mix with you,yeh dont better.
if they want to,thats their best luck to have me.
hahahaha.XDDDD


clap hands for LIM SUE TING.
agree with me?!
hi 5!
XDXD


will upload some photos or videos of the performance as soon as possible.
thanks.



late night.
11:25pm
goodnight everyone.
sleep tight.
tomorrow is a whole new day again.
good luck!



xoxo
LST.

Life goes on...

noted by LST
Life goes on...
i am heading to my future.


peace!winksss

Happy Chinese New Year'09

wahahaha.
happy chinese new year!(i know it's a little bit late to greet now)shy..
this is a whole new year!
i am so welcoming this cow year!
=) because i know this year will be a tough but meaningful year!!! wuhu
excited!
i am happy to meet my beloved cousins~!
they are too cute!and absolutely sampat like me. X)
i hope i can go along with them to new zealand! pleaseeee.pray hard...=P

by the way,
on the 1st day just busy visiting cousin's house and a liitle gamble lah.
the 2nd day,also gamble,but i didnt gamble much,cause i know i dont have gamble luck!!!XD
how good am i....wuhu
10 smtg i lie to my parents.i said i am going to friends house for gathering.but then i went to koh jing fei's house actually.i ask my dad to put me at ying xze's house first.then after a short talk with her,i sneak to koh jing fei's house.hahaha.how bad am i... wuhu
okayyyy.so,we gamble and play...
we played "in between".and i felt so sorry to those cause i won rm91.wahahaha.proud.XD
then we played "killer".okay..i know i am lame in winking my eyes.haha.
the one who lose need to accept theeee "dare & dare".niceeee.i licked my toes(toes-licking good)no big deal.i kissed a girl(i know her-ee leen).hahaha.and enjoy watching victims suffering from their punishment.hahaha.
i went back at 4 30am.too bad...luckily my parents slept.nobody knowsss what time i get back.wahahaha.a challenging night.!=D
the 3rd day,i went to penang visiting my grandma.i simply loveeee my cousins!
hahaha.
ate the best dinner!
the 4th day...my parents get back to work.then i went out at 1 smtg to alor star mall.
weeeee watch "bedtime stories".im lovin it! i loveeee BUGSY.cute big eyes.hahaha
alomost 20 people i think.plus ai lin from kl.she is nice.=)
after watching theee movie,we went e box.we drank CARLSBERG.yep.not bad.haha.10 buckets of calrsberg.baguih lah.it's a package actually.so we have to drink it.if not,it is a waste.x) i know i want to...wuhu.
luckily i didnt mabuk lah.shua,wei loon and zhan sheng really drunk till like ikan lah.hahaha.
i am still okay! hooray sueting!x) non-stop drinking.(my body gone red)
after that we went to telekom for chinese society gathering for a while.then head on to you hao's house...gamble again.i loseee.lame.then went back lah.it's kinda late.xD
luckily my mum didnt smell beer from me.XP
i am freaking happy for this crazy yet exciting new year!!!

detailsss...i know you want to know.
but i cant remember.haha.
will note up when i remember.xD


oh yep.MR.LULU....
oh my my...
he whispered to me.he touched me.but lame.actually he is making me mad.ishhh.
haha.happy still.wuhu!!!



muacksss everyone.
wishing you a happy and prosperous new year!!! moomoomoo.
all the best in your newwnewwwnewww cow year!
cheerio!
forget the sadness welcome the happiness.
try to babe!
xoxo


LST.
yeeha!

=(

i miss you!!!
i like you but do you like me?
i hope u do.but things will never be that good-going.
including you.
i hope you are mine.but you will not be mine.
i should know it.
differencesss between us cant get us together.
it is impossible tooo.
i realize i am not your cup of tea and will not be even.
what can do so?nothing.
forget about it.


i am down,EMO.(jiaki love it.)
emo....
i am not totally in it.
i can consider it as i HATE being EMO.
but how?i cant beware emo.
emo is like a virus.
IT will only attack you when you are down,sad,depressed...
if you are happy,you dont need to worry about being emo...
i had been attacked lately.
i know what is the reason.
but i cant avoid for not thinking of him...
he amaze me. yep.he totally is the cool one.
but i am not cool enough for him.
maybe he needs and wants someone that is "different" from me.
what sense of me or dont know who is just bullshit.
the fucking bullshit get me in this complicated problem.
i hope to solve it.but how?
teach me.... let me cry please.
i miss him...i really miss him.
i felt so jealous when he was with someone going so good and so together.
i dont feel good.tears fall in my heart.
it seems like he doesnt like me.maybe this is the truth.
all the while i have been so stupid.
kind of things make me know that he will not like me.
but i hope i am yours sometimes.or maybe let me imagine?!can i?i am not qualified to do so.
i miss you.i like you.i want you...... i am no one for you.
cry babe...



friends are like so faking asshole.
i am saying you!yep.you slut.
you are kinda woo-ing mine. you slut mine.
i kinda know you realize who i like.
but then you try and always take advantage to get close to him still.and play with him,kid him.flirt with him.
shut up you miss damn bitch.
you are so bullshit.
you are the one that always gossip people.and say she hiao siapa hiao.
but halo slut?! you are too actually.puhhh-lease.if you are so,dont point on people.
you make me hate you.i dont want to.
take your mask off please.
i hate when you woo mine.
fuck your slut face off bitch.
i saw the real you.i hate you....





"be with you,it's my dream.it's hard to gain your smile or an eye from you..." i am sad. =( saddie lim sue ting.





happy... chinese new year.
i miss you.




xoxo
missy LST.



















































I MISS YOU,

























MR. LULU.

Friends.

i have two secret lovers now...
mr.T and mr.X
cool huh.lame.
hahaha.
xt is somekind of st.so i name it.
x)
long stories of they two.
haha.



*
after reading jia ki's article,i stunned.
i realise jia ki is so pityful?nah.steady?nah.tough?yep!
she missed the chance to be loved and to love.now she regret and try to pursue what she want.
i envy you jia ki.you are the man!haha.
at the same time,you are a little pity i felt.
pity for what you cant pursue for.
but i want you to know,you are my best friend.i am not the only one but i can be the first one to listen to you,whenever you are happy,sad,depressed,complicated or what... if you would like to tell me so.=)
i love you Lim Jia Ki.
we are the misss Lim'sssss.
hahaha.
no one can beat us down.cause we are born to be special.believe it.
anyway,you have the talent to design/draw..honestly,and believe what i say.
reach for your dreams.i will always help you if you need me.






F.R.I.E.N.D.

"a true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."--Berdard Meltzer.
"remember,the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree,but in the hearts of true friends."--Cindy Lew.
"your friend is the man who knows all about you,and still likes you."--Elbert Hubbard.



SIMPLE VS REAL
Anyone can stand by you when you are right,but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...
A simple friend identifies him/herself when he/she calls.A real friend doesn't have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his/her life.
A real friend says,"What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real friend says,"You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years.Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry.A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend,when visiting,acts like a guest.A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps him/herself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.A real friend expects to always be there for you!(the sentence i like the most)



*
i dont know how far it is true about these.
but read it cause i find a few sentence meaningful.
maybe after reading these,you know what is your value of your best friend.
but i think it came from an old book,now is 21 century,things change a lot compare to last time.so maybe some doesnt make sense.=)
*





xoxo
meis LST

smile everyday!hehe x)

nowadays,i am totally complicated.complicated feelings.

feel so helpless.alone.

seems like many things happened on me so suddenly.

all kind of things did happen to me.

feel so down.but i cant show my stupid fed up and frustrated face to anyone.

PEOPLE may ask.and i hate them for asking me.as if i must answer every question.

i will tell when i want to.i wont if so.

maybe one of theeee reason for not showing and telling is erm i always appear as a cheerful,superhappy,crazy girl..and now if i change so suddenly,rumours will flew soon.i knew it.

so how?!

i just can keep deeply inside meeee.the secret me.

the change just happen this few days.all because of stress from kindsss of problem.

friends,studies,puppy love...and so on.

i dont know who can i share with.

my other friends seems to be so busy to listen to me either.

i should learn jiaki to share and talk to her monkey.for me,talk to a toy dog.lame.but in this way,i think i will get crazy faster.probably suffering from mental-problem.==

questions and problems must be solved as fast as possible.or not,you the one will suffer and more than that nobody knows your problem.you must help yourself,the only way to get out from problems circle.

ya! LIM SUE TING!!! wake up! dont lock yourself up!!! solve and be happy~

i hope so.i MUST!!!i mean it! =)

when you woke up everyday,the first things when you open your eyes,give a big sunshine smile to yourself!

when you feel so down and helpless,come on,smile to yourself,tell yourself everything will be fine if you meant to make it fine.yepyepyep. be so.

when you really want to cry,just cry out babe.sun will shine on you after that.dont resist your tears.let your tears flow with your stresss and pressureeeee.

believe in yourself that you can make it!and you will!

give me ten LST.lame.

hahaha.

C.H.E.E.R.I.O

cheer for your sweet life!~

live it girl! your life is yours.

nobody can make use your life.

you are the playmaker of your lifestage.

smile =)))))))))

love yourself

xoxo

meissy LST.